sweetness (:

2009-08-30T11:41:00.001+08:00

LINK CHANGED AGAIN! I promise this would be the last! (CLICK!)

http://xoxoangie.ONSUGAR.com (COOL OR WHAT? HEH)

2009-08-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

I blogged! (CLICK!)

2009-08-26T12:58:00.001+08:00

http://xoxoangie.wordpress.com/

Still wld be updating here more though. Guess i'm still nt v used t wordpress... Yet.

2009-08-24T12:39:00.002+08:00

Hi people :)

I'm feeling bored playing Dragonica cos thre's SOOOO little of my friends playing! How emo..

That's my kor & me when i was lvl38. Now i'm alr 43! :D

But still, very little friends playing lor!

Seee, i show you guys some of th uber cute monster okay! They don't look like monsters at all actually -__-

CUTE OR WHAT? :D

And also there's different jobs you can choose from!

I always go fr thief & mage in MMORPG, don't know why. So in DGN, i'm a thief! :D

Like zomg it's really fun.

Best of all, it's totally

FREE TO PLAYYYY!!

Other than cash items, everything else is in GOLD (DGN currency)!

And th best thing is, it IS legal t sell in-game items for cash. :D If you don't wanna waste real $$ on an F2P game, no worries totally!

So what are YOU waiting fr? JOIN ME NOW ALRIGHT?

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2009-08-22T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hi people. I wonder what's wrong with Blogger like srsly. I CAN'T UPLOAD PICCYS. Using blogger draft like again. Am kinda hopeless w/ wordpress fr nw though.. Still exploring.

Fugg, i know i look abit t white in th pics. Cos i bloomed it t much when i was editing and lazy t revert it back. Hehhhh. :D

Anyway. Had my 3rd UT3 today. First was RDM - was a nightmare.

Followed by Marketing, not that bad.

CRM today was horrible. Faci lied t us about th format. THERE WASN'T ANY MCQ QUESTIONS AT ALL. Stunned the hell outta me really. =.=

I dyed my hair.. Was supposed t be dark purple. I CHOSE dark purple. But it turned out brown/red/purple-ish. But still not too bad.

Spent exactly $100 on my hair today. $50 on colouring, $15 on treatment & $35 on serum.

Heart aches like fugg now. Needs a job badly.

Hopefully that flyers guy wld call me on Monday.

Cos when he called juz nw, he asked :

Him : How old are you?

Me : 18

Him : Do you have any working experience?

Me : No.

Him : *very shocked and very loudly* OH you mean you nevr workd bfore?

FUGGGGG.

I think i overate today.

Bulging tummy vs deflated wallet. Wouldn't the positions switch? Bulging wallet vs deflated tummy.

Yummm.

And not t forget, i need all the good luck i could ever have, for HTM and culinary paper on Tues.

ESPECIALLY fr HTM. I don't wanna retake that shit module.

Feel so nice after blogging. Like omg i hven't blogged a proper post since 14 aug. HEH. :D

Buhbyeee!

2009-08-21T11:40:00.000+08:00

Moving t wordpress !

Creating my blog & themes nw. Heh.

2009-08-19T12:23:00.004+08:00

有时候真的希望时光能倒流，或许会快乐一些。。
“后悔”这两个字就不会存在了 =D

I'm going thru marketing 6p nw.. :) Hopefully can get above B for UT 3 marketing!

And it sucks to have to study so hard , it's just a UT afterall . Hais, but it has 50% weightage ! If i fail this, it means i'm at risk of failing th whole module .

Especially so for marketing, htm & rdm.

It sucks even more to have no time fr my own stuffs.. Bought a book th other day . Think it was a week ago.. And it's still in its wrapping till today =.=

Rawr.. I wanna read!
--

EDIT :
i'm currently craving fr lotsa food.

chocolate pocky, orange juice, takoballs, fish noodles, chicken rice, blueberry cheesecake, arghsssss..

can't post pictures, but take a look : http://images.search.yahoo.com/search/images?p=orange+juice&vc=&fr=yfp-t-150&toggle=1&cop=mss&ei=UTF-8&fp_ip=SG

don't you feel like gulping it down all at once? =D

2009-08-18T10:47:00.000+08:00

Hiya people.

I'll be taking a short break from blogging because i really got no time to blog, plus blogger is giving me too much probs. Intending to switch to another domain soon .

Anyway , i've been busy with UT preparation . Thursday 2 UT, saturday 1 and another 2 on next tuesday. Then it would officially be my hols.

Any job to intro ? :) Otherwise i'll just rot at home as usual :D

Oh, happy 14th month love. :)

Byebye.

2009-08-14T09:31:00.005+08:00

Hihi :)

I wanted to use blogger draft t blog yesterday.. But it didn't work. Fonts were too big.. Spacing all over th place. I wonder what's wrong.. Th other time i used it, it was working fine =(

On tuesday i ponned school & went to meet kaikai . Had dinner @ his place, after that super lazy go home! Pestered mom to come over t fetch me since kaikai's dad coming back home late frm work. :D

Oh.. His hair looks like mushroom :D HEEHHEE.. But he cut hair liaos so sadddded oh.. :(

Yesterday we had outing for our culinary lessons! Only 11 ppl turned up for class.. Quite fun w/ classmates but th place was super boring lah. Took pics w Erny on th way back :)

Bestie's fingers keep appearing lolol.
Last day of class with E56E.. Bunch of really nice classmates. Kinda sad, but what to do.. Somemore bestie going taiwan for his attachment =( Haiiii~ [ BESTIE YOU SEE... I'm feeling saddddd~~ ]

Oh.. Yesterday was last day with E66N, CRM class. But i decided to skippppp =D Cos wasn't really close w them so no point going also .

And and, i'm thinkin of changing blog url! :D Any suggestions? Tell me okies..! :D

Byebyeeeeded :D

2009-08-11T08:28:00.007+08:00

Easily Contented. :)

Hello peepo!! Sorry fr not blogging fr sucha nong nong time :(
Blogger didn't really like me & so.. i was unable to post fr th past days :(

Kay so on friday 7th aug, baby wenta celebrate his friends' birthday. Some unhappy stuffs happened btwn us that day, but i'm not gonna talk about it. Some of you might know alr.. Good for you then.. Hahaha.

So me, weini & chenlu went dhoby ghaut cos some noob's braces fell off -.-

After that went eat @ th jap foodcourt.

Chenlu's water.. Cute but not very nice lah. Actually.. it really wasn't nice at all. :X HAHHAHA. So bitter lor.

And her ramen.. I think it looks like the fish noodles at the kopitiam near my place. :D Only that the fish noodles tastes nicer :x

Weini's.. I ate th same thingy as her. Forgot th name though.. Th seaweed looks so scary :o

After that weini went off to meet xm. Then left me & chenlu.. Bought stuffs from sasa & etude house. =D Th toner from etude house is nice! Got whitening effects de weee =D

Then at night i fell sick.. 38.5 degree. =( Slept without going to th doctor's.

Saturday 8th aug, baby came in th morning to surprise me with fish porridge. (it was really very tasteless -.-) And accompanied me to the doc. Fever down to 37plus, heng ah :D

Had all sorts of medi though. Fever, antibiotics (?), cough mixture, bodyache/pain. AIYOOO. :(

Then that boy accompanied me throughout th day. Only that he fell asleep instead of me. :x

Sunday 9th aug, national day. Intended to go out, but i was feeling not v well still. So we stayed at home, watched ndp on tv :( Sorry dear, i guess that was your most boring national day ever. =(

MY fever is okayyyy now.. :D It's just th throat part. =( Lalala.. At least phlegm is better than sore throat. :D

Byebye!!! i'm intending to pon school! :D

2009-08-08T23:50:00.001+08:00

Thank you, dear. :)

2009-08-07T19:43:00.005+08:00

以为已对你失去感觉了以为已忘记我们在一起过
以为想得没错以为只要雨季别坠落就可以放心对着你笑了
怎么会看你一眼头再一点眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻才让我懂

以为已错过不能再回头以为走太久不能再一起走
以为想得没错以为只要对自己说我很好心情就会好一点

我以为说忘记就忘记多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼头抬一点眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻才让我懂

冷静的我坚强的我勇敢的我不是我

我以为说忘记就忘记多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼头抬一点眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻才让我懂

我以为我能怎么了我眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻才让我懂

There's so much songs i wanna share. They really represent my thoughts now. Ahh.. I don't know what i want. Apologies to non-chinese friends again.. =(

You've been great the past 1year plus. But when it comes to having to choose between friends & me, it's always the former & not me.. And all you know is just to ask me to go see doc.. But won't you even think that i need you to be here with me? I don't wanna spell things out so clearly all the time.. i thought you would know.. But i was wrong.. Tell me what should i feel now.. what should i do now?

And when i'm feeling hot like that, where are you, baby?
I thought the tears won't drop. I thought i didn't care anymore. BUT I WAS WRONG AGAIN.

I don't know what to do. I don't know.. On one hand i want you to care; on the other hand i don't want you to worry..

So tell me what to do..

2009-08-07T09:10:00.004+08:00

Show me what love is; I haven't got a clue.

Hello peepo :)

It's the 10th consecutive day i've been going to school :D
I feel so proud of myself okay! But i'm not sure if i'm gonna leave early today anot cos i'm feeling so so tired.

Headache + muscle ache + sore throat = not so fun :(

To my surprise, i got a B for marketing last week! (B216) :D Feel so happy :D
And hor and hor, now i hate HTM boohoo. Luckily i got terrence, shijie, erny & ugine though. :D

Anyway.. i'm really planning to leave today because i feel so xinku :( SIGHS.

Sometimes, i wonder if i'm expecting too much from you or not. I expect you to care for me 200% more than others. I don't know wtf is wrong with me.. I miss the old times when we met up almost everyday. We were so close, so good back then. Curse school & all the fucking people, events & issues that are making us drift. Fucking pieces of shit.

2009-08-05T09:23:00.009+08:00

Thankful fr everything.

This is my very nice ahkor whom i know from maple. Back then, maple was still mapleglobal so you can actually calculate hw many yrs we've known each other for. :D

Played many games w him.. Maple, flyff, trickster, dragonica.. Okay not really that many luh. But whichever game we play he's always more pro than me. WHICH IS A GOOD THING cos i get free stuffs all th time!

(Actually its a very cute shaking butt action but idk how to capture it. T.T)

He watched me grow up, just like a real korkor just that we don't meetup & all. He watched me change from ~~an ugly duckling~~ someone who is really inferior (BOBZAI, lidat can mah? LOL :D), to a grown up girl who has much more confidence :D He was there for me during my darkest moments , thanks so much fr every every thing okay .

I wish you & her all the best ! :D

2009-08-04T09:35:00.002+08:00

I dreamt of him & her , back together again.
I was so glad.. If only it was real .
I told her, but she laughed it off. If only she knew hw hard i cried in my sleep last night .

If only i had a complete family like anyone else. Sometimes i just think too much.
Maybe i shldn't at all. =D

2009-08-03T12:01:00.002+08:00

One last chance, baby.
Don't let this love die.

Ohmy i haven't go cut hair.

And school is like very boring.

--

EDIT :)

I'm SUPPOSED to be on a diet. But whenever i say i wanna diet, i always end up eating MOREEEEEE.

Oh the thingy in the red plastic bag is actually u-mian. Some ban mian kinda thing just that the noodles different. IM A MONSTER EATER, NO? :D
Careful i eat you up .

Thanks to peishan & xiangling i didn't cab home tday, saving me $7plus on cabfare . Happpyyyyy :D Today's the 6th consecutive day i'm in school! JIAYOU ANGIE LEEEEE YOU CAN DO IT ! There's only .. *counting*... *still counting*... 10 more dayssss! And 5 UT days. :)

Pretty pretty babe erny :)

2009-07-31T23:34:00.006+08:00

Maybe, I should hold you close & not let YOU go.

Hiyaaaa! Firstly.. To wish them a happy birthday!

HAPPY 19TH JASLYN COUSIN =)
HAPPY 19TH BOBBYY NOOBIEE
HAPPY 19TH TERRENCE ONG

I've decided not to give up on marketing already, cos i made new friends today. Rrrright. After 12 weeks. I made my 1st few friends on the 13th week of school! =x YEAH like finally right!! I'm not exaggerating i swear.

HOLY SHIT. My fringe = LONG & THICK = i don't LIKE it at all. Really.
So i'm gonna pull kaikai to go cut hair + trim brows with me soon!

Met k for dinner yest & after that went to some chinese massage thingy with mother.. But like not much use leh. Maybe i should go again more often. :D OLD LIAO LAHHHH all the bones breaking le..

And not forgetting! I saw my W45P lovelies yest :) YES ALL OF EM. Collin, Chad, Jillson, Jason, Partnerrrr! :DDDD Like super duper happy y'know.. Theyre like the bestest ever classmates you could ever imagine! Partner make me sad only.. Say i put on weight. I PROMISE NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME YOULL SAY I SLIMMED DOWN YAHHH!!! :D

Oh well.. Hilton's F1 interview this wed. Hopefully i can get thru or something. At least got $$ + experience . Wish me luck okies =D

Tata!

2009-07-29T11:26:00.006+08:00

All over again.

i ♥ online shopping.
so convenient, efficient & effort-less. =D

And maybe when the sem ends, i wouldn't feel so ___________ by you anymore. =D

--
Edit :

It's week 12, everything is improving except for HTM (B312) & Marketing (B216). Seems like it's either the facis hate me, or their expectations are way too high fr me. &for marketing, i've already given up. :)

2009-07-24T18:22:00.003+08:00

掛上電話之後彷彿整個世界都跟我沉默了
打開收音機聽見妳最愛的那首歌讓我失眠了
妳隱瞞了我什麼其實我們心裡都明白
到底是誰到底是哪出了錯

緊緊閉上雙眼為何還是能看見你幸福的臉
微微顫抖的指尖撕碎了你我曾經愛過得紀念
妳隱瞞了我什麼其實我們心裡都明白
到底是誰到底是哪出了錯也許是妳變了

妳不再愛我妳不再想我
無情和冷漠就像從沒認識過
再多的抱歉也不能夠挽留什麼
連最後一句再見都不必說

妳不再愛我妳不再想我
無情和冷漠就像從沒認識過
妳美麗笑容從今不再屬於我
輕輕說聲我愛你從此分手

掛上電話之後彷彿整個世界都跟我沉默了
打開收音機聽見妳最愛的那首歌讓我失眠了
妳隱瞞了我什麼其實我們心裡都明白
到底是誰到底是哪出了錯也許是妳變了

妳不再愛我妳不再想我
無情和冷漠就像從沒認識過
再多的抱歉也不能夠挽留什麼
連最後一句再見都不必說

妳不再愛我妳不再想我
無情和冷漠就像從沒認識過
妳美麗笑容從今不再屬於我
輕輕說聲我愛你從此分手

輕輕說聲我愛你從此分手

If you can read & understand mandarin, take a few minutes off your time to watch the video. Thanks weini for showing me the mv.. It's really touching as you watch it over & over again.

Tagboard is back up again, at the left below my profile.

Takecare peepo.

2009-07-23T20:27:00.005+08:00

Mesmerised by your everything

Hiyaaa peepo. I finally dragged my arse to HTM class after 3 weeks. Hope i get a B today please. Spoke like so much in class during meeting 1 even though i was msn-ing all the way during meeting 2 & 3.

Anyway this is a part of my RJ for CRM & i really liked how i wrote it :)

I feel that it would be essential to think towards the brighter side when it comes to having to adapt to changes. One should not always feel that change = fail, change = a bad thing. In fact, change is the only constant thing in this world and every moment everything is changing. Change doesn’t necessarily be bad.

I got an A for CRM again, despite doing nothing.

Man.. It's marketing tmr and i don't really like my team anymore after that comment given by faci. Sighhhh. Ppl always pretend to be nice & sweet and then they poke you hard from the back. -.-

Still, i will drag my fat fat ass to class tmr (I HOPE!) and probably leave halfway.. i don't want fail. & i just wenta check and realised that teams changed. but fuck uh my teammates all A de -.- dunno whats the faci thinking leh really. -.- put me go there for fuck?

Bought this for my mama today. Stupid leh so exp. 2 boxes fr $12 sia sia siaaaa. But nevermind she buying the SK-II facial treatment essence for me HAHAHAHA :D

Hope she enjoys drinking the tea :D

Ive been posting in consecutive days OH~ hahaha.
Byeee!

别人都说我很坚强
只有你劝我别逞强

2009-07-22T09:24:00.002+08:00

I just got owned.

Faci : How's th UT?
Me : WAAA very hard lah.
Faci : REALLY ? It's SUPER easy this time!!
Me : But i think UT1 easier leh.
Faci : Oh only those who never study will feel UT2 is hard.

Anyway. I wanna dye my hair purple. Bye.

2009-07-21T20:19:00.006+08:00

Ouch.

That day i stayed @ kaikai's house, we went to eat kway chup. =) The duck was sliced so nicely luhhhh i can't help but to snap it even though it's just coffee shop food. =D

Seee! Nice right nice right :D

Then on monday which was yest, met weini after school then we ate @ causeway :D

Dunno wtf is she doing.. i'm lazy to censor her face so.. hehehe sorry tantan.

Thn we celebrated sj's birthday in advance bcos tmr is wed & weini got no sch. say liao also angry lor. it's so unfair. she's year 2 i'm also in year 2 what. why she got 1 free day i don't have?!?!?!! dhhm not human MEH?!

Anyway. i think the plan for sj's birthday SUCKED. bcos i was supposed to think but i had no time & no ideas & no nothing.. wanted to think in class today, but had so much work to do + have to study for culinary UT.

SPEAKING OF WHICH.. i think i'm gonna fail my culinary ut 2. for goodness' sake. it was tested on topics 5-10 if i'm nt wrong.. and i wasn't in class for 6, 7 & 8. good job angie! you're gonna go year 4! *thumbs up*

GOSH.. tmr's culinary class & i dare not skip class anymore. i scared my ut fail. then i gg alr. :( but i feel so sleepy everyday omgggg i'm like a monster who hasn't got enough sleep.

Off to dragonica. remember to add me in kaye server if you do play :D
xMIYU okay!

多喜欢你从来不会说
多在乎你到底懂不懂

2009-07-20T11:00:00.002+08:00

.. But it hurts when you say that you understand me. :(

i miss you.

2009-07-16T10:29:00.007+08:00

I wanna be Strong.

I told myself to be strong, to attend HTM lessons despite the shitty ____. but i still decided to skip yest's lessons =( i feel so dog seriously. it's my 5th absent. they say if got 5 X (absent), it means an immediate failure of the module. i'm not sure.. i don't know la.

So i spent the day in library with Terrence & Erny =) Xiangling came later. Supposedly to study for marketing & CRM ut but.. one watching anime, one playing fb, one playing dragonica.. Only one was studying. HAHAHAA :D

And then after school we saw this guy with this girl and i seriously think they're not suitable for each other at all. The girl so fat lor. HAHAHA & not chio also. Not saying that i'm so slim & so chio but aiya.. Guys nowadays just have weird tastes (just like kaikai, dunno like me for what :x)

Anyway.. i bought this on tuesday. Kinda impulsive i know. I put this up on my wishlist on tues morning & i got it right after school. =D

Shiseido Gentle Cleansing Foam ^^ The smell super nice i like oh!

And i skipped school today HEHE.. Studying for CRM CRM CRM. Hope i don't flunk this UT.. I really dunno whats operational CRM :(

2009-07-15T20:20:00.003+08:00

I HEARTS NUFFNANG :)

Hi! I mentioned a few weeks ago that i cashed out my earnings from nuffnang eh?

And my cheque finally arrived after a LONGGGGG month of waiting due to my stupidity! Nuffnang said to cash out at the end of each month to ease the waiting time, but i cashed out on 3RD JUNE! HAHAHA.

I was quite amazed that i managed to earn $50 as an average blogger. I don't blog about exciting events, i don't do advertorials. Basically i write bout my life & things & people i love. So thanks Nuffnang for this belated birthday present! :)

(This cheque came in time to cover the cost of the Shiseido facial foam i bought yesterday which cost $46 :p)

2009-07-13T18:17:00.008+08:00

And i miss you love.

Hmmm.. On FRIDAY.. Me, nini, mingming & kaikai wenta eat steamboaty at amk :) happy happy. xm & kk ate SUPER alot like pigs lor.. hahaha. then they dipped their beef in this "sauce" after cooking..

Totally disgusting right! Raw egg leh! The raw egg turned from yellow to red after awhile cos they didn't cook the beef for a very long time. So it was like bloody raw egg. :x

Back t northpoint after that, arcade. Baby play the candy one.. Then he got something for me. HEHE.. :D

Seee!! We got a new "family member"!!! Cute right. Soooooooo superduper tiny and omggg. Cute is the word!. :DDDD

Then on Saturday i spent the entire day @ home, Dragonica-ing :)

(I think dragonica is the main cause as to why my blogshop orders are jammed. i've been spending 95% of my free time dgn-ing. hehe)

Sunday we had birthday celebration @ home. Ahma's, yima's, xiaoyi's and mine.

4 candles! one person each. :D
See the cake only i feel sad. i wanted to choose mint & 1 other flavour (lime prolly). But later got conflict. Xiaoyi likes butterscotch. Yima likes chocolate. Angie likes mint. So i chose swensen's special. Choco, vanilla & strawberry.

No fight. :D

And the mini buffet @ home :D

[rant]I must score good good for UT. I mustttttttttttt. Like seriously. Especially for HTM. Flunk UT only can prepare to retake alr. RDM also nowhere better. Marketing also. Fuck school fuck UT fuck non-moderation fuck the grading system.[/rant]

Tmr will be a better day!

EDIT- Just saw my Marketing comments & WOW. i'm surprised that some of my very nice teammates evaluated me on the bad side. Nice one eh guys. _|_ To think that i've always strongly agreed everyone despite you doing no shit. Pcb. _|_

2009-07-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

decided t delete the previous post for that fucker. good for those who've seen it. too bad for those who hadn't.

2009-07-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hello wello :)
Sorry for not posting for sucha long time cos i was REALLY busy with all the nonsense school-related stuffs!

Okay so. Monday we went to TRCC for lunch. Me, erny, haven, peishan, xiangling & stella. as i'm typing this now i'm craving for the fried rice with sunny side up!!

yeahh we were wearing formal & i was in blazer. handsome, no? :D

anyway, my culinary faci behaved v weirdly. we've to say excuse me everytime we go out of the classroom, whether go for lunch, phone call or simply to the washroom =.=

i wanna bake. i wanna bake. but i just can't find time.

i've got 2 major issues on my mind now though..
1) manual or auto driving lessons ?
mom's 100% discouragement makes me feel really discouraged. she keeps saying that it would be impossible for me to complete the entire manual course. and she's the only person encouraging me to go for the auto license. and she's the only one in this world who understands my character other than myself.

i wanna learn manual cos it's so cool. i can drive vans, lorries, in the future. i won't be just restricted to auto- cars eh? but then again, i don't know. i feel so confused!

2) what colour to paint my new room ? how to decorate?
it's 8th july today and it means that we've just collected my new house keys today! but i've still 0 idea on the decor of the room and it sucks! i wanna go light pink/purple though.. or black? or maybe dark purp? blue for a change? ARGH!!! I DON'T KNOW!

i picked some themes off a webbie, i love this 3 colour combi the best! :D
but still, i've to make THE ULTIMATE CHOICE. :(
ideas please people? :D

i've been thinking of you so much it just became a habit.
i've been speaking so much of you that it doesn't seem awkward anymore.
i wanna kiss YOUUUU, but i can't right now..

2009-07-08T18:36:00.004+08:00

I WANT TO BLOG !
But i can't find the time to do so !

I'm so fucking busy with my school - UT UT UT UT.
I'm so fucking busy with my blogshop orders - order had been delayed since 200 years ago. Shit
I'm so fucking busy with EVERYTHINGGGGGGG.

How i wish time could stop for me.. i've no time for Dragonica, no time for my pool tv show on chnl 46, no time for Facebook, no time for this and that.

All becus school ends at 4ish everydayyyyy and it's so fucking late when i reach home!

I'll try to finish my post (i've started on the post today, halfway thru when im in class! :D) by tmr evening alright?! :DDDDD

Please don't stop viewing my blog bcos i blog for my readers!
Please do continue visitingggg! =D

EDIT
i'm just done with my post! need some slight edits here & there. scheduled it at 11pm tonight :) do check backkkk!

2009-07-05T18:17:00.031+08:00

Don't become just a part of my memory.

WARNING : LONG POST! (sorta)

On wednesdayyy! i left class early cos there was only 2 person in my team & it was really sian. cos wednesday's faci changed our teams.. & i really very much prefer my old team. was wayyyyyyy more fun & time used to pass so quickly on wed :(

Thn i took 969 home.. OMG. i met with this REALLY SICKO& WEIRD guy at the chongpang bus stop!! =.= i was sitting nw, waiting for another bus. then he came up t me, and ask me..

him: hi can i ask you a few question ? you think i can be a girl ?
me: *stun*
him: i mean, i wanna have boobs. i want to wear pretty bra & panties
me: OH my bus come alr i need t go.
him: can you stay for another 10 mins ? chat with me..
me: *run away*

i actually shortened the convo la. it was something like that anyways..
then i hopped on the next bus (which was 858). luckily it did stop at northpoint & i went t meet chenlu & weini for sakae ^^

i was so amazed that i didn't actually punch him in his dickface nor shout for help -.- i felt so effing useless! i actually sat there & allowed him with his nonsense. OMG.. what was i thinking..!

this was just the beginning.. don't have the ending pic though, cos the man cleared the table before we took any pics. =.=

the woman's hair kept poking weini, then she was damn pissed. HAHAHA. is super funny de lor!

They kept claiming that i look more chio cos i was sitting underneath the light =.= the light made me look fairer mah. hahaha. orbi quekquekquek. :D

On thurs, i left class early cos of some fuckers. :) Especially that ONE fucker. i hope you read my blog, cos i want you to know i hate you. i don't think i can PRETEND to accept you anymore, cos you simply suck to the max.
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Thanks all for the birthday wishes & gifts yah!.. :)
Facebook : IvanLooi, Thenghui, Priscilla, KennyOng, Jiahao, JasmineK, Haven, Qianhui, Fiza, JiWei, Melody, Weini, Audrey, LiangHong, Minzhi, Kangkang, JackyNg, DarrenLim, BensonLam.

SMS/Calls/MSN/Facetoface : Kaikai, Ahping, Kaikai's Mother, Shijie, Fiza, KennyOng, Weini, Minghui Kor, Mhkor's friend, Xm, JackyLau, Brandon, Edwin, JaslynCuzzie, Zhenting, Fiqa, Leibing, Dianne, Bobby, Xiangling, Peishan, Terrence, Erny, Haven, Raj, Collin, Chad, Bryan, Jason, Lukas, Wanru, Meiyi, Fiona, Krystel, Jiajun, Binghan, Stanley, Wilson Didi, E46Q classmates & faci who sang me birthday song, also, not forgetting my family members :)

(Guys, i'm really sorry if i missed your name out. thanks for the wish as well! :D do let me know if i missed out your name okay? T.T)

Special thanks t Weini, Shijie, Haven, Xiangming for the surprise! :) And Haven for coming over as well. i rlly got a shock when you guys appeared at my class, reallyyy. Touched, i should say. hhahaha!

This was what they got for me..

Thankyou babyyyy, for getting the thing i wanted! :D hehhh, i was wondering when you wenta get it though.. =.=

Thankyou sj, for e strawberry cake although it's very nan chi. HAHAHAHA but i never xian qi alright.. And the m&ms also hehehe.

Thankyou haven , for coming over & eat the nanchi cake from sj. :x HAHAHHAAA!!

My scallops with candle. :)

Sorry for censoring my face, cos i look like a fucktard. was too happy and i kept laughing when xm/sj is taking the pic for me/us. =x

Thankyou xm, for messing up the cake claiming that it's an artwork. HAHAHA. but i can identify the eyes/nose/mouth/PIMPLE (LOL) so.. it's alright! HEHEHE.

Thankyou tayjiankai, for the surprise& gifts you gave & for accompanying me this weekend. :)

Basically, thank everyone of you, who gave me a memorable 18th birthday. well, didn't really do much on the day itself but it's bcos of you guys, july 3rd 2009 became a special day in my life. (L)

PS. Thanks fiona for informing me that there's this thing called bloggerdraft. That's how i manage to complete this post with pics. Thanks for reading people! :)

Will blog again soon!

2009-07-03T00:00:00.007+08:00

Actually this is a scheduled post so don't be so surprised why did i post @ this time when i've alr wenta sleep long long ago. :D

happy birthday to meeee! :D officially 18 finally. OLD LIAO OLD LIAO.

loves!

2009-07-02T13:54:00.001+08:00

Tmr's the day but i'm not feeling happy at all. I'm pissed, irritated, sad, disappointed, angry, depressed, vexed. Anything but happy. Nothing, nowhere near happy.

2009-07-01T09:12:00.005+08:00

Hearts Dragonia :D

As soon as i posted up the note via twitter regarding dragonica, a few of my friends approached me! i didn't know my friends play the game too! & you know whats the best thing? i don't even know how t pronounce the word "DRAGONICA". i end up saying dragon :x "eh you got play the dragon game?" HAHAHAHA.

but then i forgot t take screenies of my pretty pretty characcc. people!! if you're reading this & you do play dragonia in KAYE server (i think it's kaye.. it's the first one anyw), add me okayyy my name's xMIYU!!! :D

DL IT HEREE!! Sorry i'm feeling abit hyper despite e fact it's only 9.15am now & i'm supposed t be sleeping in class..

This was th picture i mms-ed to laokai yest morning :D cute right hahaha!!.. but my eyes look weird. YOU KNOW WHAT.. i think my hair is so alot alot alot but whenever i go salon & say i want layer my hair, the person will tell me its v thin alr -.-

ate @ long john with weini yest.. she say the chilli packet design v cute wor so she take the pic norszxzx.. :S but i don't it's cute laaah. so just post for her sake. :D

we saw zr & her friend also.. my new name is kiam chai pl0sx. HAHAHA. nice right :D And i also got my maybelline eyeliner & loreal eye&lip makeup remover!

the packaging isn't like that but i THINK it's this one. it's super nice t use i tell you!! :DDDDD super easy to draw, fast-drying & all that. :D super duper nice. when i finish this bottle i'm gonna try th canmake gel liner. :D

BUT it's super hard t remove gel eyeliner (to me la..) SO i bought the loreal makeup remover too!

yaaaah. very gentle. so i replaced my johnsons baby oil with this. :D

i'm still "alone" in class in a way.. cos i don't know anyone that's in class now. serves myself right for skipping culinary class 3 times in a row. :@ i'm definitely gonna screw up my ppt laterons so please pray for me!

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I WROTE A WHOLE CHUNK OF WORDS (AT LEAST 500) but blogger screwed up. i'll be editing this post cos.. i alr took around 1 hour t write up till here..thanks for reading! do check back if you wanna know what i wrote bout RP okay?

LOVELOVE.

2009-06-28T12:22:00.007+08:00

Excited! :D

Hiya people :)

SEEE! My mom's phone bill. NEGATIVE!

In case you can't see clearly. HAHHAHA. I've nevr seen a negative phone bill before, have you ? Its like damn cool t me lah. :D

Anyway, the excitedness is coming.! My birthday is coming!!! :X This friday! :D But too bad this friday i'm having marketing.. dun have anyone whom i know. awwww. i've t go get a number of stuffs for my FACEEE..

Moisturiser, gel liner, pore serum, energizing essence/make up mist. :D

And you know.. i'm gaining weight alot alot alot this few days. i've been eating @ such late timings.. like really late. yest @ 1am i was still eating canned rambutan&pineapple T.T

Countdown: 5days! (L)

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EDIT- i think pple are reading my blog cos they're waiting for me t talk bout THIS issue. Influenza A, H1N1. Spreading like wildfire in singapore.

Presbyterian High closes for a week after teacher contracted H1N1
Source: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/439055/1/.html

Channel NewsAsia understands Presbyterian High has become the first school to close all classes because one of its teachers had contracted the H1N1 virus.

ONE teacher and the school close. What about rp? We've 51 cases at the time of writing this post. AND we're ordered t go t school as usual, asif nothing has happened. WTF?

And IF i'm not wrong, NYP should be gearing up for e-learning as well. WHAT ABOUT OUR DEAR REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC? I think must hit 100 cases then they start t take actions ba? Or must wait till someone dies from the virus from RP then they will announce the fucking closure of the fucking campus? Are they retards or what? Playing with our lives/healths?

So what if H1N1 is just a more-fatal-than-more-flu virus? It still WILL take lives, unlike normal flu okay. How many people hve died thanks to H1N1 alr? Please lah hor, i'm still young, i don't wanna die yet. _|_

2009-06-25T15:52:00.008+08:00

You're my Destiny

Hiyayayaaaa. :)

i'm having a one-week "holidays" until july 2nd (which is a day before my birthday! :p) because someone from DHHM has been confirmed H1N1-positive. DHHM students were sent home today - it's th 9th confirmed case in RP alr..

and even though i got my one week holiday - and i'm very very contented with it - it still makes me wonder why MOH still isn't asking RP t shut th entire school for a week. the virus is obviously present in th campus. shutting down just dhhm, year 1s and some other suspected cases ain't enough please. ._.

Ernyyyy! :D hehhh. me love her okay. our cheeks look so chubby chub chub in th pics though. but its fine. HAHAHA.

my ahgu wenta buy nokia5800 yesterday with my mom.. then there's this keychain given in th box. i snatched it from him! he was so reluctant t give it t me.

him: *shows off* you seeeeee, nice right!
me: WA I WANT LEH.
him: but i want leh. i want t hang at my phone.
me: *show sad face* huh okay lor.. then nevrmind lor. since my phone so many things alr (got 1 cookie, 1 crepe, 1 name-tag :D)
him: *happy* okay lor.

after awhile..
him: aiya naaaa. give you la. you like ma.
me: HAHAHAH YAYYYY. *hangs @ phone* :D

i feel like going t get nokia5800 as well. they (mom, aunt, 2 cousins, ahgu) were trying out th phone last night.. but i was alr sleeping. t tired alr laahhh. so now i'm waiting for him t reach home so i can lala with his phone. weeee!

And you see this pic! like so wrong right. it's on the toilet roll wrapper la! who will describe toilet rolls like THAT?

thicker? stronger? last longer? WTF. stronger toilet paper? :o ALAMAK. phail. :x

i just sent 2 of my friends this picture of msn.. and their reaction were th same. THEY LAUGHED AT ME LOR DAMNIT. whats so funnnyyy. its hot what thats why i use th pillows t block th sun right!!!.. it's not funny okay!

& most importantly i'm not dumb! HAHAHHAA. i'm tryna be smart though.. but looks like i failed. :S

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER.
Hehhhh! Byebyeee. i'm off t enjoy my 1-week break weeheeee.

i've always enjoyed celebrating my birthday.
and it's only 8 more days t my 18th.
i'm not so excited this year though..
wonder why.
maybe as people grow up, birthdays become lesser important alr.
maybe i've really grown up.
SHIT. i'm old alr!

2009-06-22T18:47:00.007+08:00

Spending like CRAZY!

i can't access barn buddy on facebook now & i'm getting really pissed off! :@ effing stupid shit.

i went t cut my hair @ tpy with baby on sunday. trimmed my brows too. the ladies there thought i wanted t THREAD my face & i got very agitated cos THAT WASN'T WHAT I WANTEDDDD.. but i ended up plucking & not threading la. heheee..

was so sad cos no one noticed that i had a haircut. it's $20 somemore lor! i told my entire family & their reaction were like, "huh got meh?", "no difference what".. depressing okay! x.x

baby drove us around on sunday! :D he picked me up from my place, then we went tpy, bishan, and back home~ stupid baby got lost twice. ahahaa.!!

i bought a blazer on sunday too.. not this piece but similar design. at m)phosis at $95plus.. fucked up. so expensive right! but at least better than g2000, $169 for the design i like -.-

then you know what's the best thing? i saw one blogshop selling a piece of blazer (with th measurements i want) and at only $23! inclusive of normal postage somemore. so plus reg postage it's like $25plus at most? WTFUCKINGHELL.

YOU SEE.. this is the piece that i saw online! omgggg. why didn't this blogshop advertise yest or on sat.. :( i was desperately searching online for blazers! could've saved a freaking $70 and spend that on my cybercolours moisturiser @ $50! and still got $20 for me t cab here & there lor!!!!! DAMN FUCK.

i swear i'm agitated t the max when i'm typing the above paragraph - i'm hitting so hard on xiaopink's keys! ouch man.. but i think i've the rights t be angry right! wouldn't you be angry if you were in my shoes? DOUBLE FUCKFUCK!

this was on sat. we went eat at chongpang market. :D then yongann went play at th funfair opposite cp.. like damn fun lor. i wanna go escape soon ok!! laokai, laoni & laoming you hear meeee?!

(my face looks effing oily & shitty in the pics.. and i was eyeliner-less, felt so weird please. shhh, please don't tell me i look ugly if not i'll slap your face)

ive just added another item t my wishlist yesterdayyyy.. which is this!

kiwi yogurt pack from beauty credit :D tried the sample from fr3b and its great. :D costs $30.90 for 120ml, i think imma ask my aunt t get it for my bday.. and the cybercolours moisturizer too.. >:D

ANDDD OMGOSH, H1N1 is getting nearer & nearer t us! now even rp got confirmed case alr.. i v scared! i dunw kena quarantined, i'll cry okayyy. hahaha!

and i still can't access barnbuddy! ANGRY ARGHSSSSSssssss.. i'll post again soon! with more pics okayyyyyy.

2009-06-20T21:09:00.004+08:00

First thing first.
I've shifted my reviews of products to a weebly site cos it would be much better that way :)
Do visit if you feel like it! :)

Anyway, weebly is so much nicer to use than blogger :( Except that it's much more laggy when creating the post and that it doesn't support nuffnang ads.. But everything else is nice.

Second thing.
Thanks to those who signed up for Fr3b using my referral link! I'm shocked to see that i've alr referred 8 person. 2 of which i know are my friends. Thank you, the other 6 of you! :)

Third thing.
Remind myself to do up my contest entry for the Singtel contest.. Deadline on 28th June. REMEMBER AH ANGIE LEE!!.

Last but not least, I LOVE MY LANEIGE FOUNDATION. <3

2009-06-18T20:38:00.005+08:00

It's 18th June again!

Hello! Today marks me & kaikai's first year together. :) In this one year, there had been tears, laughters, anger, disappointment, all the good things, and of course there's the shit too. But i'm glad we are still together till today. (L)

We would quarrel and fight over the lame-st things ever. We would shout at each other. But it doesn't matter; we always patch things up within the same day. ^^

Anyway, we went to AMK hub today from his house :D And then we went iluma. My first time going there! I wanted to go into the stage shop, but baby pulled me away cos he dunw let me spend money. :x He just bought the Laneige foundation for me yesterday, remember? :D

Gave this to him, tags from taggielicious. :)
It came in time as a replacement to the previous tag which broke. :)

Bought this windbreaker for him. Baby looks so shuai in it right!! When he tried on it, i told myself that i MUST get it for him no matter what - and i did. :D He's really really happy and i feel happy too seeing him smile like a little boy. ^^

Baby! Happy ONE year anniversary again.. Ily, ily, ily. :) Some people anticipated that we wouldn't last, but NO. We proved them wrong. Thanks for the treat today & the gift you got for me, i really like it alot oh kaikai ~ :DDDD

Bye! I've been posting 3 days in a row alr. Hahahha!

2009-06-17T14:40:00.004+08:00

SUPER HAPPY TO THE MAX.

I bought this just now!
Laneige Snow Crystal Foundation :) Super duper good coverage, super friendly promoter at the causeway counter. The smell of it also not bad.. And so i bought it. :) Gonna use it tmr! Weeee :)

Then got samples for this. If it's nice then ill go get it too~ I like this brand! I'm gonna get so many stuffs from Laneige. But quite expensive though. So i've to save save & save! :D

Okayyy bye :D I'm a really happy girl now! :D

2009-06-16T13:39:00.003+08:00

Disappointment.

I woke up this morning to find this ):

Kinda makes me regret spending $60 on the second batch.

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On a lighter note, UT today wasn't THATTTT bad. At least i managed to c&p from 6P and phrased in my own words. Except for the 10marks question which i left blank cos my english not good & i couldn't understand that blardy cheesepie question.

Oh yah, i've just received my samples from Fr3b again (yes again..), and i also wenta buy this tube of black mask from daiso. Look out for my reviews! There will be reviews of products from NuTeen, Eucerin, Beauty Credit, and the black mask from Daiso! :)

2009-06-15T08:53:00.006+08:00

Back to SCHOOL.

Helloooo. I very long nevr blog alr! :D
I can't really rmbr when were these pictures taken, it should be on thurs. :)

He's got big eyes, don't you agree? @___@

... And a big mouth as well. LOL.

Cute right my dog & bear. AHAHAHA :D

I look so WHITE in this pic. Look like some monster loooooor.

Friday.. Baby came to fetch me at night :D It's so nice having a boyf who drives.. I know i've been repeating this sentence many times. But it's just NICE & CONVENIENT. :D Teehee. :D

Stayed over the weekend. Celebrated his ahgong's birthday. Mahjong-ed.
And as usual i lost again! I throw 7tai give his father game sia. $$$$ fly. Jitao from win become lose.

Then Sunday i cried. HAHAHA. Twice somemore. In th morning, in th afternoon. Puabyeeee. But after that i became normal again. :)

Went to my ahgong's younger bro funeral. Spoke to the relatives there (whom i don't remember at all) in Teochew and it feels so nice speaking to people in the language. :D Sometimes languages bring people closer y'know. :)

Baby drove me home on sunday evening. :D

Sunday night.. I couldn't sleep. Went to bed @ 1030 or so. But till 12 i was still awake. Then i called baby.. After that on aircon then manage t fall asleep. STUPID weather. -_-

Okayyyy i'm gonna go off. In class now and lessons starting soon. Byee!

I hate to be the last to know things.
I hate to have to ask.
Sigh.

2009-06-12T11:51:00.004+08:00

Please note that reviews given are just MY opinions. Different products have different effects on different types of skin. I'm just giving my personal opinions on how the products work on my skin. They might work differently on yours. (:

Johnson's baby oil - $4.80 for 125ml
Super super gentle product. I'm using the oil for multipurposes :D Using it as a makeup remover, and a moisturizer! I felt a little uncomfortable at first when i used it to remove my eye makeup cos the oil stayed on my lashes.. And when i looked downwards, vision was totally blurred. I thought i was going blind! :( But after using it on more occasions it became better, just like my normal makeup remover! :D Just make sure you don't apply too much on your cottonpad ( like i did on first try ) bcos it will definitely cause the oil to stay on your lashes..

I'm also using it as a moisturizer... For legs! Your legs deserve a good massage after a long day. It has to carry your entire body weight leh! Pour a little of the oil to your hands and rub it onto your legs.. And definitely you'll feel much relaxed. As least it works for me. AGAIN, don't over-apply the oil! I over-applied last night, and it stained my seat! :(

Sansho Skin Renewal Gel - $38 for 150ml
I got this as a sample from Fr3b! It's really good - removes dead cells and you can see refined skin after usage. Even after one use, i felt that it is a must to get this gel. :) It contains alcohol as an ingredient though, so some people might not be able to use it. :( It's a pity, because the gel is GREAT! It works like other exfoliants but it's simply amazing. Some other exfoliants, which i used before, have got this really strong smell, which turns me off totally. :(

However it might be a tad expensive.

2009-06-10T18:13:00.003+08:00

R-O-T FTW.

I'm rotting at home so much that i've nothing to blog about. Went searching on beauty-related products and makeup tips! :D I'm not gonna touch carbonated drinks for as long as i can (: Lemon & cranberry juices as replacements. (: Skin must become better asap!

Met baby at northpoint earlier on. Ate yoshinoya and met krystel for her chocoflakes. Then headed home cause it was FUCKING HOT outside. Fuck the weather, super turn-off.. People keep asking why i stay at home all the time. CAUSE IT'S EFFING HOT AND NOT CAUSE I DON'T WANNA GO OUT OKAY.

My hair is THICK. And my fringe is LONG.
I needa go for my haircut soon! :D And my brows too!
Before school starts that is!

OMG, where is weini when i need her..! HAHAHA :D

I enjoy rotting at home the whole ~~holi~~day, so don't question me about it okay? (: I'm enjoying my vitamin-c-filled lemonjuice now. HEHE.. Very shiok! :D

Off to rot again! Loves my baby. (:

2009-06-09T18:19:00.006+08:00

Ahhh, i'm lost for contents.

I'm thinking of doing up a review page for those cosmetics and skincare/bodycare products which i've used before. :D Soon soon i guess!

Thinking of switching to a weebly domain as well. Much neater than blogger, but i'm still considering. Because i'm not too sure if weebly supports nuffnang or not. :(

I won't be blogging often nowadays, updates now & then will be on my twitter instead. It's to the left of the page! Above my Fr3b icon. (: Follow me in twitter here!

Anyway, thanks to those who signed up for a Fr3b account using my referral link! :D

你说的每个笑话我都笑了，是你变幽默还是我变快乐?

2009-06-06T19:00:00.001+08:00

~~Happy~~ moments of my Life.

Share with you all my recent purchases! Heheheees =D

#01. Tag from taggielicious! :D
It's really small, like 2.5cm in length only. It's now hung at my phone! With my pretty cookie & crepe.. And th ugly lanyard. ):

Pretty? The real thing looks prettier! :D Intending to get more from the sweet blogowner. (:

And and, surprised that i made "angie" instead of "miyu" ? :D I suddenly felt that angie is nicer and i'm gonna use ANGIE from now onwards! (: Afterall that's my name.. =x

#02. Mascara from mascara-page!
Another tiny item! DiorShow Blackout Mascara in KOHLBLACK :D

Can't determine the size of it from the above picture ?

SEE! It's the size of it compared to a normal-size pen! Cute hor so small & fat. AHAHA!

#03. ELF items !
My concealer & face brush (: Didn't take pic of the actual products but i "stole" the picture from the blogshop which i got it from (:

I like th concealer brush! Super easy to use. =D The facebrush was kinda useless though ):

And this! I bought the "pink kiss" one. But the shade don't look like the one shown in the picture at all. It's much darker. ): I feel cheated~~ Doubt i'm gonna use it. ):

#04. Neutrogena Products!

I bought their PoreRefining cleanser & toner! ^^ And it's like SUPER good. My pimples became MUCH better after usage. The cleanser stinks when applied onto face, there's this very strong acid smell. But still, it proves to work, so the smell doesn't really matter :D

Ah. I stayed at kai's house last night. Last minute again. That pig, he's at bugis with his family now. I didn't join them ): Cause i'm so tired! Didn't sleep well.

Yup we're okay again. :D

Baby always make me v angry, but never fail to cheer me up after. NO MORE NEXT TIME OKAY IDIOT ?

He drove me home just now! It's so NICE having a boyf who drives. HEHEE.

Oh! I'm gonna go play mahjong with my family soon! They play v big, so i hope i don't lose too much lo. Max 5 tai.

1 tai - $1, $2
2 tai - $2, $4
3 tai - $3, $5
4 tai - $5, $10
5 tai - $10, $20

Imagine normally i play (no max tai) :

1 tai - $0.10, $0.20
2 tai - $0.20, $0.40
3 tai - $0.40, $0.80
4 tai - $0.80, $1.60
5 tai - $1.60, $3.20

AND I MANAGE TO LOSE $20 LEH. Imagine i play with my family. Jitao is faint. HAHAHHA~

Wish me good luck!

2009-06-04T22:52:00.003+08:00

I don't ~~fucking~~ need you to call and say "orh then you go sleep lor".
I don't ~~fucking~~ need you to call me for that few short seconds.
I don't ~~fucking~~ need you to ask me not to be angry, with the "hahas" in your msg. It's not funny.

I just ~~fucking~~ need you to care.
To just ~~fucking~~ send me a simple text to show that you at least REMEMBER ME even when you're out there having fun.
What's so ~~fucking~~ hard about it ?

And when i'm in school and when you're not, i would text you.
And when i'm revising for UTs, i still would text you.
And even when i'm ~~fucking~~ busy with blogshop orders, you're still my priority.

So where am i in your heart, when you're out ?
I don't know.

And i don't know what kinda consequences i'll have to suffer because of this post.
I just can't take it anymore.
It's not the first time.
I tell myself to get used to it. But apparently i just can't.

Because you matter so fucking much to me, don't you get it ?

2009-06-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

Figment of my imagination.

HI :D

I went ikea on saturday! :)
With 2 cousins, xiaoyi & mom :)

Wawa & Glendon :) I love wawa! :D

Shuai shuai de Glendon. I think he'll definitely look damn handsome when he grow up, he got really nice features. But he very guai lan.. Sometimes i feel like slapping him.

Walked around ikea and i suddenly had the inspiration to paint my room dark purple. :) With black-brown furniture. HEHEHE. I saw one full-length mirror which i like alot toooo :D Can't wait!

Anyway i went out with weini . :D

And i spent ALOT of money. -.-

I bought top, shoes, food, etc etc i think i spent around $100 ba.. I wanna buy the MAC concealer! :(

It looks so super nice to use y'know. :(

OH GOSH. I'm spending money online AGAIN! Shit shit shit. Who invented blogshops & online shopping?! :( HAIS i want money. But i don't wanna go work. :( I want go bowling.!

Anyw, july's coming so soon. Though it's my birthday month, many others share the same birthday month as me which means i've to get them presents as well. Ah dey.. Money needed again.

I should NOT go out this holidays. Cause i wanna save $$. :DDDDD
So if you're reading this, don't ask me out okay? :x HEHEHE..

OH. And grats dear, for getting his car license on Friday! :) Now i've a driver boyfriend who can fetch me around when we go out. WEE~ :D Is happy de lo :D I'm thinking of what to get for him for our 1 year anniversary.. HMMM. Any suggestions people? :D

2009-05-29T21:00:00.004+08:00

Fate?

Hello :D

FIRST THING. I got a freaking shock when i saw this title :
(UPDATE) A(H1N1) cases in RP rise to 14 @ http://www.philstar.com/Article.aspx?articleId=472527&publicationSubCategoryId=200

OMGOSH. I think RP stand for Republic of Philippines is it ? HAHAHA .

Anyway, the answer to the previous post!..

TADA :D It's the shampoo kind of thing which the guys at the petrol station sprayed on my mom's car when we went for a wash~ :D Did YOU get it right ? HEHE ~

Skipped school on wed! And went to HDB with mommy :D For our flat's first appointment. (: YAY we'll be collecting the keys on 8th Jul! :D NEW HOUSE NEW HOUSE *jumps around*

Then went northpoint to shop & eat with her. SOOOOOO long since i went out with mom. :( Ahhh~

Then we bought lotsa things. :)

I got my masks and whitening foam/cream already. :D And i got my diary on wed too! But i haven't started writing in it. 'Cause UTs on thurs & fri, stressing my ass off already lor! But i thought marketing, parts of it were quite easy. :D

Hmm.. A few recent pictures of myself. :x ( I KNOW I ALWAYS CAMWHORE ON TH CAR . But its realy very bored when i'm on th car that's why ! )

I've my reasons for posting so many pictures of ME alone in a row ! Read on.. :D

I'm actually wondering why many people thought i'm mixed angmoh, non-singaporean, eurasian, holland blood, father is angmoh, and so on. I've like 3-4 ppl from my new classes asking me whether i'm pure singaporean / chinese or not. ROAR ~ I AM!! 100% Singaporean-Chinese ~

This is mummy ~

This is papa ~

And their production : ANGIE LEE :D

I've decided not to buy pinkprincesse 'cause its scent doesn't last :( DAMN IT.

BYE~

2009-05-28T10:38:00.003+08:00

Guess what's this!

2009-05-27T15:58:00.001+08:00

Maybe it's just fate.

Singapore confirms first case of Influenza A/H1N1

SINGAPORE (Xinhua) – A 22-year-old Singaporean woman was confirmed to be Singapore's first case of Influenza A/H1N1 on Wednesday.

According to TV broadcaster Channel NewsAsia, the patient was in New York from May 14 to 24, and returned to Singapore from New York on SQ25 on May 26 at 6:30 a.m. local time.

Read more @ http://www.philstar.com/Article.aspx?articleId=471800&publicationSubCategoryId=200

2009-05-26T22:59:00.005+08:00

Shower me with love, care & attention please.

My lovely PinkPrincesse EDP sample from Fr3b arrived today! Their processing of parcels is DAMN FAST. Efficient to the fucking max! I loveeeeee the scent of this lovely thing. So i'm gonna buy it! Th 30ml one. Yes i promise i'll get the smallest available size. If got miniature lagi best.

And.. I think there's no 30ml for miss dior cherie EDT! :( Only EDP got :( But hor very exp sia. :x Maybe i should wait till my birthday and get my aunt to buy for me~ :DDDDDDD I went to th shop today & they say they don't take in stocks for cherie. They got addict series, got j'adore, don't have cherie.
-____-

I've got so many things i wanna get!

Pink Princesse perfume, mouse for xiaopink, new phone plan, majorlica majorca OR maybelline mascara (yes i know i say for v long alr..), moisturizer, nivea whitening & oil control cream, new masks, book for diary.. AH. so many so many so many things la.. DAMN SHIT.

I KNOW MY EYEBAG'S DAMN OBVIOUS, don't tell me please! :x HAHAHAHA cause i was in a rush this morning and i anyhow-applied-my-concealer-undereye. :(

AngieLee should stop splurging on perfume. But i really love those sweet scents :( my dkny green & gucci envyme, are rotting alr. HAHAHA~ imma love pinkprincesse for now! & got one unknown brand.. franck olivier. I still rmb the shop ppl cheat me. Costed me $50 for that.. :( If can take back then VERY GOOD~

2 posts in 2 consecutive post cos i've so much to say. HAHA~

23 days.

2009-05-25T18:25:00.008+08:00

Define REGRET. :)
Cause we belong together now.

HI READERS. :)
Thanks for helping me to click on the Canon Nuffnang ad over the past few days! :D Even though the earnings weren't significant but still, thanks! :)

Something to share with you guys before starting my post. :D The picture above (do click & register) is from fr3b.com, an online sampling platform for you guys to try out products before buying the actual pieces 'cause sometimes, you'll get a big shock when you total up the amount you spend on impulsive buys each month.

I'm also using samples from fr3b cause i think it's really useful la. You can decide from there whether to buy the product or not :) Do me a favour by using my referral link (picture above) and also yourself a favour by treating yourself to free samples (you only pay for postage) and not spending so much on useless craps ya~

Definitely trustable, i've gotten packages from them over & over again. No worries at all ~ :D

See laokai, step one guniang only. Disgusting~ Anyw, met baby on sat and stayed at his house. Mahjong-ed, lost as usual. :x Total of 3 poks, lost $17~ Laokai's papa lost $20plus, worse than me for the first time! :x

Bought this tube of m&ms from my house downstairs yesterday. For those who know me long enough, you'll know that i love tube m&ms cos they're in mini sized instead of those packets one. I like smaller m&ms cause you can literally pour half of the tube into your big mouth. :D Somemore got new packaging. Definitely i'm gonna get one right?

To my utmost HORROR, THIS is what i get.
..
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BIG FAT M&MS! I think it's because the normal tube M&Ms and the one i got from my house downstairs are made in different countries. :( :( :( SIGH~ i still finished the entire tube though. It kinda tasted different too. :x

Rooms division today so E26D had to dress formally. We'll be visiting hotel on the Monday when school reopens! :) And after that we'll have lessons in RHC instead of E26D classroom. WEEEEE~ :D Happy happy. HTM also having in RHC. :DDD

But th bad thing is that we have to be in formal wear. Yadayada..

OHHH I HAVE TO MENTION THAT I'VE COMPLETED MY 2ND WEEK OF SCHOOL. Week 1 full attendance, week 5 full attendance too! Week 2, 3 & 4 there's absent's & partial. :x HAHAHA i feel proud of myself! :) Shall stop ponning so much. Period.

OH. I kena this warning letter 4 times! 4th, 6th, 7th and 12th May. Just because i didn't submit the online declaration. PLEASE LOR. People all submit also is fake one. All no thermometer anyhow submit. Waste my time submit only. HURRR..

And and and...! I've decided to give a pass to Clarins products, you know why? 'Cause i'm in love with perfume (yes again)!!! :D

Top : Pink Princesse EDP from SaSa.
Bot : Miss Dior Cherie EDP from Christian Dior.

I know i had just gotten my Gucci EnvyMe less than a month ago, spent like $78 on it and now i'm in love with 3 other bottles again. If you're planning to nag @ me, please go ahead. :(

Just ordered my pink princesse edp from fr3b and waiting for it to arrive! *BIGGRINS* :DDDDDDDDD

Miss dior cherie, i think sheena sprayed it in class today. Cause she sprayed and then i looked @ her bottle. :D really sweet scent. If pink princesse isn't nice, i'll probably get the miniature for miss dior cherie cause i've always needed a miniature. :D

Gosh, birthday's coming soon. And many people's birthday coming also. At least 10 family/friends birthday in month of july. AWWW CRAP. I want money.. :(

2009-05-22T22:07:00.007+08:00

Cosmetics are Loved.

REMEMBER T CLICK ON THE CANON NUFFNANG ADVERT ON THE LEFT PLEASE SWEETIES :) It will only be there till 23rd May so please bear with me~ Help me clicky clicky okay? :)

I've been so crazy over cosmetics recently as well as facial products like moisturizers, toners, sebum essences. HAHA :D

Bought this today!

Maybelline Angelfit Porezerobase! :D Okay i know i'm like a die-hard maybelline fan so shut up. HAHAHAHA. Eyeliner, eyebrow pencil, foundation, blusher, and now makeup base as well.. :x I don't really use mascara nor lipgloss. So basically my makeup now all maybelline products. :D :D

Went xin wang cafe at sunplaza with baby, mama, mama's friend & mama's friend's son just now. :D

Thisssss.. might look very delicious now eh? There's redbean, mango & strawberry.. But we were damn super full just now so we only ate th mango part. HEHE..

THEN retarded baby went take my hand and knock against th table like 20 times. And even more retarded me didn't stop him. -.- Which resulted in this!...

I've got an abusive boyfriend. Later next time he not happy he kill me how? :(

I was browsing through clarins website just now! Spotted three products which i thought i wanted to buy. But the webbie didn't state the prices so i'm quite worried. HAHAHA. Probably buying after i move house, cause now no place put stuffs. :(

Pore minimizing serum, energizing morning cream & energizing morning aqua essence! I'm not sure whether to buy or not leh. SIGH SIGH. I need moneh pl0zxzx. But i'm so lazy to go find job.. Why can't money fall from the sky? Why must we work for the things we want~ *RANTS & KICKS TABLE* ROAR...

Anyway today's lesson wasn't as bad as i expected :D Were supposed to present one by one in front of the class. ALONE. Like when it's your team's turn, the leader starts off by going to the front with the rest of the member sitting down at their places. Then one by one go out present. Stand in front alone!

I was really shocked that i managed my presentation without choking. HAHAHAH i thought i'd shiver like crazy but it was rather smooth - or at least i thought it was. However i didn't participate at all so i'm expecting C or D lo.~ But pretty happy the teams shuffled since that means i'll know more people :)

baby~ we only meet like one or two days in a week.. and i know we both don't want to spend time quarrelling and showing each other attitudes. i know you hate it when i suddenly show attitude but i believe you know why i do that. you know i fucking dislike you to go to the toot but you keep going esp nowadays. it makes me feel really unsecure even though i trust that you know your limits luh. i hope you understand what i'm feeling. i know baby wants your freedom also, i'll try to understand you and change my thinking also alright? give me time baby. i'll try my best~ (:

2009-05-21T20:41:00.003+08:00

SO FUCKING SICK.

REMEMBER T CLICK ON THE CANON NUFFNANG ADVERT ON THE LEFT PLEASE SWEETIES :) It will only be there till 23rd May so please bear with me~ Help me clicky clicky okay? :)

Helloooo. School has be extremely sucky for me. I've a feeling that i'll quit school at the end of sem2 because i will fail rooms division and/or marketing. Then i'll have to go year 4, which i don't want to. So i'll quit school if that happens. Pray lah dey.

HTM UT1 was not as bad as i thought. However RDM's was. Like wtf. How to complete 8 long-answer questions in like 45mins? And there's another 10 MCQ questions. ON PAPER SOMEMORE. It's not like our hands are writing machines lah right.. FUCK UT FUCK UT FUCK LAH. Why did they have to change the system. Why did i have to know who was the one who suggested the extension of timings? If i didn't i could've cursed him to hell.

Anyway this is my classmate. Erny! :) She's really prettyyyy and i love her eyes. We took this picture @ the RHC, we went there today! So cool. When school reopen we'll be having our HTM & RDM modules there worrrr. And sem2 there's practical for us - we've to clean the hotel whereas the facilitators will dirty it for us. -.-

And also, i got my first A :) It's a good thing, but i don't think i deserve it. I did NOTHING for the day, i didn't participate, i didn't do PDT nor worksheet. For my presentation i spoke only 30secs. And i got A for that. I feel damn sucks lah cause i knew i did nothing.

Omg, i really don't feel like going marketing class tomorrow, cause of ________. Fuck i really hate it. :(

Aiya fuck lah. I'm very tired of everything. It's only 5 weeks. And when school reopens after holiday it's gonna be a freaking 10 weeks long thing. I should save my partial/absents till then.

ANGIE LEE, PLEASE HAVE TH MOTIVATION TO GO TO SCHOOL. AND TO PARTICIPATE IN CLASS DISCUSSIONS AND TO SCORE WELL FOR DAILY GRADE OTHERWISE YOU'RE GONNA GO YEAR 4 YOU SUCKER.

2009-05-20T11:48:00.004+08:00

REMEMBER T CLICK ON THE CANON NUFFNANG ADVERT ON THE LEFT PLEASE SWEETIES :)

I think i'm th unluckiest person in th world now.

1. A retard singing on the bus.
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你

FUCK LAH. sing nice nevermind. he sing until like he's the chicken getting slaughtered. jitao destroy the song fucker.

2. While crossing the road i saw a dead and crushed bird. It's bones and feathers and blood and face. I fucking can remember it now. It's like, fuck la. ZZZ.

3. On mrt. The guy opposite me kept smiling to himself! OMG. He kept staring into space, and smile. And he looks at the couple beside and he keep smiling and smiling WHEN HE'S ALONE LAH. He keeps smiling jiu shi le.

4. Reached mrt and end up knowing i've to go school alone. HAI. Lucky met peishan and bus-ed. ZZZZZ.

5. In class now and i feel so bored. I think i'm gonna die soon.

Fuck today seriously. Puabye.

2009-05-18T22:12:00.003+08:00

Sixth Avenue.

Hi readers~ Can you people help me click on my nuffnang ad ( canon ) that's to the left of my blog just below my Facebook badge? Thanks so much lovelies. :D You don't have t register, but if you want to, you can. Just by clicking on it, you'll be helping me so much. :D

Anyw, tomorrow will be UT1 for HTM module. I've been studying since last week, I even skipped a lesson to prepare for it. Hope I don't do THAT badly lah please? HAHAHAHA. RDM wasn't that bad as i imagined it to be.. We'll be going out for hotel visits in week 6! EXCITED MANZXZXXZ but again we've to dress formally. But this one at least can understand why.

I think i needa have my own item checklist liao. HAHAHA if not i keep forgetting what i need to get. -_- OLD LIAO LAAAA.

AND i can't wait for CRM lessons tomorrow 'cause I'm like getting straight B's. HEHEHHEHE YAYNESS i love my faci! :D

Think i'll blog again tomorrow. Feel so sleepy now D:

Oh, happy 11th month fattest ahpui. :D

2009-05-17T13:39:00.005+08:00

Tell me you love me too, wouldn't you?

HELLO :D i'm watching 射雕英雄传 now and i'm like controlling my tears from falling. it's like so sad lah seriously. :(

Anyway.. I zi mo that on friday night :D 7 tai, HAHAHAHA. plus 4 animals. in that round i won $4*3 + $4.20*3. :X Somemore i zi mo 3 tong. :X HAHAHAHHAA.
First pok i won near $20. End of 2nd pok i lost $11. So i think i lost $31 in th 2nd pok. PRO ANOT ? :D

Then saturday night i lost another $6.. Again is 1st pok win, 2nd lose. DOTS~ Went down ate with kaikai & yongann~~~ HEHEHE. I love t eat kiam chai you know. :DDDD

Today played another 1 pok, won $8 :D I think i buay tahan play so long. D: HAAHHA.

And! I went out for dinner with his family yest night @ Bkt Merah there w/o makeup. And went home w/o makeup too. HAHAHAHA I FEEL SO WEIRD WITHOUT CONCEALER NOW. I feel like my face is NAKED. OMGSSSS i cannot rely on makeup so much! :( Must be natural D:

XIAOPINK FELL DOWN ON FRIDAY... When i was getting out of the cab :( SIGHS. I thought she was my acer laptop & i held her with one hand while getting off. But she was like SO FAT LAH. :( :( :( Then she dropped. On my feet lor.. KAOOOO.

OHH i must talk about schoolwork also lah..

Dear student,
Appreciate your concern if i was listening- i was !although i asked the team on my left about the student numbers.

I have noticed that you have considered the points suggested in last RJ about the delivery of speech. Another suggestion - Be loud when you speak- let the whole class hear you.Explaination and slide content appreciated.

RJ- Effort to articulate satisfactory .But - Whole meal flour is very rarely used in cake making- all purpose flour, cake flour are most commonly used . But in bread - bread flour or whole meal flour is commonly used.You could have also added the leavening agent used in both.

Involvement during in team noticed .Try sharing things with whole class- during question asnwers.

HAHAHA. I was damn pekchek cause when i was presenting i saw her talking to another girl lah. PCB MAN. I was like. WTF -.- So i wrote in my RJ :D:D:D I KNOW IM JIAN HEHEHE.. And for my RJ i wrote like 600 words. Got a freaking shock to find out that she actually read everything and pointed out my delibrate mistakes. WOW. This faci cannot play sia. :X

I HATE ROOMS DIVISION BECAUSE IVE T WEAR FORMAL AND IT SUCKS.

2009-05-14T21:13:00.005+08:00

Until the day comes, I'm not gonna think about it anymore. :)

Stop speculating if we've broken up or not, since i haven't blogged his name nor his pictures for a longggggggg longgggggggg while already. ( I think we both look weird in the pics in this post, so sorry ~ His eyes look like cats' ones. )

We did not.

Met up with baby on wed. Dinner-ed and he came over to my house to pick up my clothes back to his house since i'm gonna stay there this weekend. But his mom going on cruise i think. :(

He kept saying that my top looks like those that aunties wear. -.- Then after that he said quite nice. HAHAHA IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO NEEDS TIME TO ADAPT TO PRETTY THINGS OKAY LAOKAI..

I wonder if there's anything wrong with xiaopink or not. Keeps getting disconnected tonight. Isit singtel or isit xiaopink? :( I wouldn't want to do my UT on tuesday without a lappy (with notes), I think i'll die really. :( XIAOPINK MAMA LOVES YOU~ PLEASE BE STRONG. :D

Went Central again on i-can't-really-remember-when. Bought my candies from Sticky as usual, but i thought this time the candies tasted quite sour even though it's the same as the ones i bought the other time. :( But anyway, their candies still make my day as always. :DDD

I think this JuicyCouture keyring is so pretty! *Adds another item to birthday/christmas/newyear wishlist* Anyone please please please? Can actually order from juicy's webbie! HAHAHA. :D *HINTS AGAIN*

I'm actually thinking if i should get Juicy's or Guess' handphone charms/keyrings, or should i get Gucci's lanyard? OMG, i'm getting so.. ~~materialistic~~ nowadays. Okay materialistic's not the right word but both shijie & i can't think of the right one to use.

Baby you look so weird! :x HAHAHA. Anyway. I keep thinking that today's Friday. :( I feel so sians of school really. Standard HTM & marketing will get C. CRM & CSKO get B. RDM B/C. -.- And UT's coming already next tues. HTM first somemore. Cui-ed lah. :(

BYEBYEBYE.

2009-05-12T21:18:00.013+08:00

Feels like insomnia.

The blogging bug is back! I suddenly have the urge to blog again today when I had already done so yesterday~ HAHA.

OKAY.. I brought XIAOPINK to school today! She went out to see the world today. HEHEEE. Used her for ppt preparation, presentation, and RJ/quiz/evaluation for the first time! Awww sorry baby i broke your virginity so many times. =[[

Show you all my darling again..!

HEHEES.

After school went AMK LIBRARY with peishan. OMGWTFBBQXZXXZZ YES IT'S LIBRARY. Were supposed to go there to read on tourism & marketing materials since both are my most jialat modules. But i ended up.... Taking pics of...

MINI CHOCOLATE CHIP MUFFINS!! (L)

I took down the recipe too! Gonna make them this sunday i promise! :D HEHE but the ingredients list super unclear. So hafta depend on my own feel.. Which means super sweet muffins? :S I WANNA BAKE I WANNA BAKE SO BADLYYY..

ANOTHER THING. I cut my nails! S-H-O-R-T.

For those who actually know me well, how many times in a year do you see me with short nails? HAHA.. But i thought i needed some kinda change. (:

I thought i looked better with shoulder-length hair. Should i go cut? :D I haven't had short hair since sec 1! Which was in.. Year 2004? :S HMMMM. Kinda sick of long hair. :(

I don't like having tagboards, so you might wanna contact me by emailing to happy-swirl@hotmail.com ( not my msn ) if you've something to tell me~ :D

BYE i might update tomorrow if i've the feel again :D

Sometimes there's so much things in my head, so much that i can't even put them into words. I can't say what i really am thinking. It's just not the same anymore, i've no idea why. I can't bring myself to believe it as well, but it is the fact and i'm probably tired.. I'm afraid, but i just can't do it anymore. If only time can reverse, if only i could go back to where i stopped for a rest. If only reality isn't reality, if only it was just a dream and everything would be fine after i've woken up... I think i might be happier this way. Maybe.

2009-05-09T19:21:00.010+08:00

Satiated, yet shagged.

HI ALL.. Intro to you all my new baby! Her name is XIAOPINK ( XI - AWW - PEE - INK )! She's brought home by me on 9TH MAY 2009 AND i promise to love her for AT LEAST 10 months!

ME with xiaopink! :)

I wanna get th matching wired mouse too. $89.. Can someone get it for me for my birthday? I think i'll love you alot lor. HAHAHAHA. *HINTS*

BEforeee i forgot! Lookie @ th sky colour. Th other time it was pinkish-red, now it's like yellowish blue. Damn pretty right!! :D ( IT WAS UNEDITED BESIDES RESIZING & ADDING OF WATERMARK ! )

Lappy's like sucha lovely colour. P I N K :D Makes me feel like changing my future room's theme back t pink instead of black/white/gray. I LOVE PINK CANNOT MEH?

OHHH.. I ponned school again today. Brought xiaopink down to IT helpdesk and th staffs told me xiaopink something wrong lor. They said cannot connect to internet after reformatting, ask me bring her back tml :( Wn & I xian qi xiaopink for being so useless all th way from RP TILL HOME. AND when i reached home & turned on xiaopink, it worked as usual!! FUCK LAH HELPDESKKKK hai me xian qi my baby..

I think my yan dai looks so kong bu despite putting concealer. ZEN ME BAN :(

Am watching th shawn & michelle's wedding on chnl8 now.. HAHA. I wonder when will i get married & how will it be like.. I want a sweet sweet wedding too! I watch till v gandong. HAHAHAHA ~

Okay i should stop skipping school le.. Else fail jiu si liao must go year 4. AWWW.. I want my MM mascara! $25.90 if i never rmb wrongly.. :( :(

2009-05-08T18:29:00.007+08:00

禁忌.

I'm feeling damn pissed off now because it's a freaking Friday and i've got no one to go out with. Fuck off lah dey.

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Edit .

Today's marketing and yesterday's hospitality&tourism classes wasn't that bad afterall. At least i managed to understand marketing today. But still very blur about some concepts. ( REMINDS MYSELF T READ ABOUT IT SOON. YES SOON. )

Hosp & tourism yest was bad, but not as bad as i thought it would be. Very nice classmate xy helped me A LOT as usual, trying t get me involved in th discussions. At least presentation i didn't screw up.

( EXPECTING C OR D FOR BOTH CLASSES THOUGH . =x )

Th 5 small balls in th plate there cost $1.00. 20cents each. :x damn exp lah dey it's like damn SMALL please. And it tastes just like plain riceflour balls. :/

But th icecream was yummy. :D:D:D I wanna go eat there again!

And I'm craving for bowling again! :(

Was extremely bored and pissed just now when i just reached home because i had nothing t do. But luckily, went on Audi and friend jio-ed me play. :D Then after that go back msn, people started chatting with me. WEEE! :) So i'm like a happy girl.

Well i'm not exactly looking forward to school on monday because it's rooms division AGAIN and i think we've to dress formally! AWWWW.

I wanna get this mascara! It's like so pretty. :) I don't like my current one. Makes my eyelashes feel damn clustered and heavy, not much voluming effects also. :(

I abhor people like you. Seriously, why do people like you even exist? I think it'd be terrific if you could self-destruct.

2009-05-06T21:21:00.003+08:00

Because it's you.

[rant]

I think it sucks to be a DHHM student. I very luckily scored a 14/15 for my L1R4, so what? It's just pure L-U-C-K. And I got into hotel and hospitality course in my school, which is actually the course with the lowest cut off point in the school till date. AND SO? It doesn't mean we have to be EXTREMELY smart or produce EXTREMELY outstanding work right?

For those who genuinely scored a cut off point that's low enough to be in the course, for those who studied real hard for their O's and got into DHHM, for those who were bornt clever, for those who didn't had to study at all and got into DHHM, i congratulate you for having a smart brain.

But i guess it's just pure suayness for me to get into this course. It's VERY pressuring for me to be labelled a DHHM student, because we are EXPECTED to be better than the rest. I don't have that naturally-bornt-oh-so-clever-coconut up there, I'm not even smart AT ALL to begin with. If I'm expected to produce MORE THAN AVERAGE work, it's not impossible but it's really tough for me. It's truly more than pressurizing to work with people whose standards are much above mine; it's truly more than amazing to realise how slow I actually am.

Yes, reality bites. And unforunately we're all living in reality. Isn't that why everything, seemingly simple, isn't at all simple?

[/rant]

Currently very addicted t this song.

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由
我们都以接受

你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时
闭着眼没有回头

Listening to it whenever i go school alone & come back alone. Just one song that keeps me company. (:

2009-05-05T16:39:00.007+08:00

NOT a substitute.
And if I'm intended as a one I'd rather leave.

Decided to post in proper english because i realised that i deproved drastically in the language. Can't seem to structure my sentences anymore, nor spell words as accurately as before.. :(

On mom's car going to school~

Tiongxim green colour! :x I love green apple apple appleee..

She's so goth. Black white gray. (My future room colours. HAHAHA!)

At bus interchange, waiting for kaikai since he's on the way to school and i wanted to pass him something. AND OH YES that's my teeth in the last picture! :DDDDDDD First time you're seeing such a picture in my blog eh!? :D

On the bus to Tamp! Was super worried that I'd bump into my xiaoyi since she stays in that area.. Luckily we didn't. Didn't buy anything today! I feel like such a nice girl. :) Spent A LOT on food though.. It always happens.

YESTERDAY.. Went clinic with her after school.

Bought my contact lens too! Minus $50 from savings again. Sighhhh, i want a new laptop so badly. :( And a new handphone strap. :( And more more more cosmetics and contact lens too! Can anyone buy them for me? :(

I'm so tired of school. As usual. I hope HTM team changes soon. And probably marketing too. I wanna be in the same team as people who looks friendlier and ARE friendlier. People who understands that I AM slow in acknowledging details (school-related ones specifically).

或许命运的签只让我们遇见 ?

FOR MH KOR! :)
Happy BELATED birthday! I'm so sorry this post came so late (At least i did sms you on the actual day! :D). I'm so thankful to have met someone like you, someone who can share the part and parcles of my life. Sorry if i did repeat anything i said t you for your past few birthdays, because we've known each other for so long and, i'm as happy as before, to have someone like you as a kor :D Sorry for not being there for you always; but please do remember we're only 8 digits apart. Wish you and that girl all the best okay! Get married soon ah dey. And remember to invite me :3 HAHAHA.

2009-05-03T21:06:00.006+08:00

FAll for you.

Decided t make cranberry cuppies last minute today! :) Went down shop & save t get th ingredients. Couldn't find dried cranberries at first, luckily managed t spot them high up on th shelves.. :D

Ingredients!
Milk, eggs, cranberries, sugar, blah blah blah blah..

Mixing the caster sugar & melted butter ~

4 big egg egg~

Mix in the eggs. Look so creamy right? YUMS!

Added in dried cranberries. Cousin loved it alot that she made me added th entire packet. Silly girl~

Almost done! Time for oven-ing~ :D i had so much fun pouring the mixutre into th paper cups.. it's like th best out of the entire process lo. :D funfun..

TADA~ My end product. I know it's ugly, but it's my first attempt so please forgive me~~ :D

Did today's batch with auntie ann& wawa.. With auntie ann washing up for me.. :X Had so much much much fun. :D Am so glad tat my family complimented on my cuppies too! :D Luckily my 'skills' still there despite not baking for so long alr..

Planning to do another batch with them next sunday! :) Chocochips cuppies perhaps? HEH~

2009-05-02T22:40:00.004+08:00

I knew i loved you before i met you.

Went for pool with k just now. 3-0 :( i lost him, but then he said i improved alot le. hehehe & he also said that one day i'll win him! i'll be looking forward t that day :DDD

After that headed for bowling.. Fcuk i lost him 2-1! :( th last game is like dots.. my score only 50-60plus cos tired mah!! :( haisssss. but i'm glad that my standards remained :x managed t curve a few balls v nicely today HEHEHE :D

Then chatted with baby about some sensitive issues like breaking up, our future without each other, and stuffs like that. Glad that we were open to topics like that, cos we know that nothing lasts forever. Kind of.. But we're gonna take things step by step. At least for now, we're still good. :) Tsk, 11months coming soon. :D

2009-04-29T18:45:00.005+08:00

If only those words can be made public.

Hi.

I feel so shagged. School's tiring me out. Burning the remains of my energy. :(

I feel so stressed. C's keep looking for me.

I feel so stupid. I don't understand things as quickly as others do.

I feel so useless. I can't do much to help my team no matter which module it is.

I feel so uncontrollable. Emotions show too easily. I can't hide anything from anyone.

I feel so lonely. K can't be here all th time for me. Nobody can be.

I feel so tired. I am just so tired.

2009-04-28T20:06:00.006+08:00

Backache + Stomachache + Headache

Im aching all over now but i feel really satisfied bcus i went t get my gucci perfume alr! :) Weeelalala. Some things happened at th shop tat i frequent, so i went to another & got much better service over there! :DDDD HEH. But th lady used their eyeliner on me & it's like SO hard t remove lor. Hate glittery eyeliners/powders!!

Skippd school today.. First time in th sem.. Not bad, got improvment since th last sem lor.

Partyworld @ Civic with CL&WN. But not much pics cos e lightings bad eh. :( Anyw.. I'm so sorry chenlu ! :X i still love you ohhhh hahaha..

I think im feeling so tired cos of e eyeliner.. my eyes feel asif they're gonna close any moment.

i look so tallie in this pic for goodness sake . D:

I've also gotten my makeup base.. feeling really happy now! but hafta save $$ le sia. overspent like, omg really. it's like 8.20pm and i haven't eaten dinner, i feel so freaking hungry cos i didnt eat bfast/lunch as well. -.- omgoshzxz.. i hate school, i hate having t present, i hate to try so hard but ending up with a C, i hate sharing ideas, i hate. :( NOTHING makes me feel like going t school, totally no shit of a motivation!!

AHH i wanna go get an eye concealer next! :D BYEEEEE.

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你

2009-04-26T12:45:00.007+08:00

Happy like fuck.

<

Hi peepo. I went out with weini yst to bishan just to eat & tpy just to cut hair. :x We're damn free people. :D

Awww my hair feels so bao (thin) now :( Like drop hair like that lor. :(

OHH.. i must say tis lah. Th stupid woman in th salon there thought i can't afford t do treatment lor. yucks, i don't like ppl tat looks down on young ones :( i can afford okay! i just don't feel like doing it in your shop HUR!!! :(

Aye i got my 2nd C alr. culinary science.. emo fcuk luh. although it's expected, i'm still a little disappointed. Looking at th faci's comment, i know she's brainless. Lacks th ability to comprehend my thoughts expressed in my rj. ~.~

OHMY.. my xiaoyi just handed me a g2000 voucher. $15 off total bill with min purchase of $80! i feel sad lah why didn't she give me t me earlier.?! i just spent $100 at g2000 on thurs!

AND OMG.. my tay pinghui kena voted th worst actor on this voting thingy at omy.sg :( sighhh why him. i love him so much lor. at least ou xuan is kinda expected.. WHY TAYPINGHUI WHY NOT TH OTHERS (esp from tat lousy SHOW) :( :( :( emo emo emo!! :(

I want tis perfume so badly. i think th old angi is back lor. got $ but can't bear t spend. SIGH. overspent by $100 in april alr. and it's still april now. :( meaning may cannot spend so much also :( My gucci envyme :( only saved like $10 so far. HAHAHA ~ jiayou angieleeeeee!

dad called tat day, asked me t call him on tues. hope got $. hahahah! i need $$$$$ ~~~ :(

BYE! post might be edited.

so in love with you.

2009-04-25T10:56:00.008+08:00

TGIF/TGIS/TGIS.

I can NEVER imagine a week without fridays, saturdays & sundays. That's plain hell. :( And i'm really thankful for weekends :D

I'm proud t say that i've completed th entire week 1! Cause 've only complete ONE whole week of school ONCE in year 1 sem2 :x

Wore like that t school on tuesday becus it was supposed t be a formal day. But turned out that there's only a few in my class wearing formal. So i transformed it t non-formal. :D HAHA.

Like what i said in th prv post, i was totally useless for th day, and as expected i got a C. :( Probably skipping th next HTM class.

This was on thursday i think. Th laptop chad was holding has a slot for.. FLOPPY DISK?! how long ago since you last heard of tis thingy calld a FLOPPY DISK aka DISKETTE? Damn ancient lah th lappy.

And you see th thingy marked 'weinis hpstrap' ? i sold th hpstraps t th blogshop where her sis got th charm from! :D th owner did th charm himself, but he got th straps from me last time. HAHAHA th world's so small. :D

Friday was good too. :) Lunched & did work with new classmates. :DDDD blahblahblah faci was really nice & funny too! But kinda strict.

Met K after schl and went find mom & her friends. Dinner-ed @ sakae & i ate so lil. :( diet ftw. bwahahahs.

AWWW i'm actually looking forward t wednesday classes th most & i really dunwnna change team luh! :((( thurs classes are nice too (L)

Anyway i regret buying th formal clothes.. Spent ard $100 on it -.- i couldv'e alr bought my gucci envyme perfume by now lor. SO sick of my dkny greenapple now!!! Actually i can, but i think im spending so much nowadays. like -$200 off my bank acc. Zzz. Spent around $100 on accessories as well. Bangles/leggings/necklaces & all th shit.

I need money.. Pls fall from th sky please. :D

&y'know after making up on first day of school, i dare not go out without makeup anymore. i think my pimples are terrifying without concealer & foundation. & my eyes are shit without eyeliner! :(

i hate school, it makes me unable t meet K everyday but his classmates can see him everyday! shit shit shit.

k byeeee prolly blogging again next weekend or if i've something t rant bout! :D loves! & i just realised that my imeem playlist cocked up. i'm so sorry hahaha.

--
EDIT ;
i just rejected kaikai's offer t go out, dinner& stay. HAHAHA i think i'm being stupid. meeting babytan instead. :S

my gum bled just now. sighs.. ive gotta start planning deco, furniture & paintings fr my new house soon! :) :) :) black/gray/white theme i suppose..

2009-04-23T21:42:00.002+08:00

TIRED T TH MAX.

Tuesday : E46Q - sucks like shit. I didn't understand a single shit and i did not do any shit. Although th guy ( xy ) was v nice and tat he explained everything & did everything for me and i really am v thankful for that, i still can't forgive myself for being so useless and all.

Wednesday : E56E - my best class, best team. qy , bobby , amber :) but t bad th prg chair say must regroup. knn i don't want lor. i love my team. fun people except for some ppl lor ! everyday suan me only..

Thursday : E46Q - althou same classroom as tues, but thurs' e46q was much better. presentation was a breeze as well. :)

Picts up soon.

2009-04-20T20:44:00.006+08:00

Itchy!
Current Mood: TIRED TIRED TIRED.
Current Watching: Bao gan bing guo wang.

First day of school today! Jas came ovr t my place t help me with my hair & makeup. :) Concealer, foundation, eyeliner, mascara, eyeshadow, blusher, eyelash curler, clips, pins, comb, hairspray.... Spent bout 45min on it. I was super wrried that she will be late cus her class starts @ 830am. x.x Luckily we weren't late though.

E66N was alright. Hyper ppl around asking for msn, hafta write on th board though. Me, being antisocial, decided t join th OTHER half of th class who didn't write theirs. :D don't like to give my msn away if i'm not being asked personally.. At least, know me before adding me lah dey. Added one girl Amber though. :) She's nice! HAHAHA. My 2nd friend in E66N other than peishan.. And i'm in th same class as Amber for 3 days! :)

Meiyi & Yeewen are my same-floor neighbours for 1 day! :D

Went with WN&CHAD bitches t eat dou hua after school vry reluctantly. They don't let me alight at my stop, so i had t follow them. HAHAHA i don't like dou hua! :( So i ate th portugese eggtart. I think ALL portugese eggtarts are nice. :D

ANDDD... I used t think that people who says 24hours in a day isn't enough, are dumb. i've always thought that 24hours a day is MORE than enough & that we shld have 20hrs instead. BUT now.. i think i need 48hours in a day! :(

By th time i reachd home, bathed, removed makeup, done rj, checked email& all th shit, it's alr 8plus nearing 9. :( i've so lil time t do th things i want to! :((((((

I'm gonna do my own makeup tml, hope i don't screw up kthxbai! :D

2009-04-19T15:01:00.004+08:00

Angie.

Being a single child, i never liked sharing things with others. i'm so used to having everything t myself.. and having all th care & attention on me. because during th time i was borned (bornt?), i was th only kid in th family, with th next kid {cousin} coming into this world 6yrs later.

i never liked being left alone, well, who does? i HATE being left alone without ANY notice. i simply HATE ppl walking away t some other places without informing me, at least, have th tendency t tell me first duh.

i never liked being being not prioritised as well. if you're someone impt, and i cherish you, i expect that much from you as well. good? or bad? i don't know. i don't give a shit t th saying "love is not expecting something in return", because that's total crap seriously. you love someone definitely bcus of his/her something. and when this something disappears/changes, th degree of love disappears/changes along with it.

don't beat around th bush when you're talking t me too. i like straightforward & frank ppl. i won't mind even if you're being frank so much that you're being blunt. because that's much better than hypocrites and fakers. so much for "because i don't want hurt you", "because i scared u angry". all that, belongs t th rubbish bin, not here in my dictionary!.

i set high expectations of myself; which, when i fail t achieve, i will get all emo, upset, teary, wadever. again, good or bad?

i adore the sweetest lil things in th world! :) pink is my all-time favourite colour even though i'm not those oh-so-girly kind of girls. what's wrong with liking pink? i've a very sweet cousin wawa, and i know a very sweet lil girl named calista. and i love th both of them aplenty! :)

i think telepathy is so cool.

i want not only t be noticed, but also to be treated correctly. i want t have significant achievements in whatever i do from today onwards, and not just producing mediocre results in studies/gaming/you name it. i needa learn t take things seriously and not just do things for th sake of doing it. i don't want t waste my life anymore; i'm alr nearing 18!

so what if i'm brought up in a single-parent environment? other than th lack of fatherly love, i don't think i'm losing out in other other things. i've a super capable wonderwoman mom who always give me th best, even though she gets on my nerves at times and i would hate her, curse her for that short period. nevertheless i love her. there are moments when i'd get really envious when i see ppl around me having a complete family. dad/mom/siblings. when i don't. moments when th tears drop uncontrollably; not becus i wanna seek atention, but becus i really couldn't stop thinking bout th wonders of having a complete family. i've never get t celebrate father's day before, and i'm really curious how it feels like t have a father loving me. yes i do yearn for a father's love, but i doubt i'll get it at all in this life. prolly i've done a bad thing in my prev life, eh? :)

i've wonderful friends like weini, edwin, chenlu, kenny, mh kor; ppl whom i can talk t when i'm feeling happy/sad/angry/disappointd. laughing at me bcus of my limited number of friends? i'd laugh back at you for having so much friends but no true friends. muahahaha.

2009-04-15T21:25:00.007+08:00

Hallucination.

Current Mood: -
Currently Listening t: Tuo xie by Jolin (yet again.)

Took 2 pics before going out t meet baby. (:
Bused down t simlim, collected his father's thing. Then after that went eating & buying some other stuffs at/near bugis. Mrt-d back t yishun.

Went buying some necessities @ coldstorage, saw zhenru AGAIN. i always seem t bump into her whenever i'm buying awkward stuffs. first it was kiamchai & potato & ham. & this time it was tissueboxes & milk. LOL sia. :x

&fuck! my current eyeliner's cap opened itself and it stained my bag :( & my comb & my mp3 earpiece & my foundation's box :( sucks t th max please.

yay yay we might be going prawning tml! :D i want my new eyelinerrererrererr !!!

babybaby i'm so happy with youuuu :D

OHHH !
Share with you guys some optical illusions!

1) Which soldier is th tallest? Which is th shortest ?

- They're all of th same height! :) Use your fingers t measure if you doubt me ~

2) Are they climbing UP th stairs ? Or are they going DOWN ? :)

3) How many "F"s are there in th following sentence ?

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE-

SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTIF-

IC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE

EXPERIENCE OF YEARS.

- If your answer is 3 or 4, count again! :)
Our brains are trained t miss out th "F" in th word "OF" :D
If you managed t get th answer (6) by yourself at th first try, give yourself a pat on th back! :D

2009-04-13T13:03:00.006+08:00

Content Warning : LONG & WORDY POST ; read only if you wish t!

13th April, Monday.
Pampered, cherished, loved, treasured. You name it.
Planned t head over t JurongPoint with darling yest. But it was raining & we headed t his place instead.

Mahjonged as usual, won $1. Played with k, yongann & ahping though.

Was telling a friend that me win $1 = win $21, bcus i usually lose $20. :D

Bfore that we were walking around cwp. :) Bought my neutrogena wave cleanser but have yet t use it. :D Th freaking device costs $24.90, and th refills cost $15+ or $19+ i can't rmbr. So expensive right! Bought it despite it's hefty pricetag bcus i've heard good reviews on it.

AND, th classes have been released officially. No change = no same class with haopengyou ): Sadsadsad. I've been having nightmares bout sch! Twice so far ): FUCK!

Anyway, baby suggested t head over t yewtee fr lunch again ~ I'm so lazyyyy t go lah. :( ~~Might be accompanying him t cityhall t fix his lousy pokpok laptop later ~~~ (Th lazy me decided t put him aeroplane last min! :x)

April 14th, Tuesday

Spell H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S (:

Headed t OCC with baby, plannd t play bowling. But there's some sorta competition going on so we ended up pool-ing instead. 2-2, bcus baby shot in blackball twice. LOLSSSS :D Baby got shocked by some of my shots ! Don't siao siao, i got skill one kay dear ! :p HEHE !

After that went t northpoint t collect my heels (: Went home , cus he's feeling tired. Ahhh.

Went viewing a flat in th evening & i just came back not t long ago ! Mom signed th papers and yup , we're getting a new house officially :D Though it's still in th vicinity , 'm really contented le. (: Although it's gonna take quite a few months for all th paper work & renovation t be done, it's still hope. I SEE HOPE IN LIFE ZOMGXXSZX :x

OH , my super BIG pimple @ my chin is SO PAIN LAH. It's like big & pain & obvious & EVERYTHING BAD.

If you managed t read till HERE , applaud yourselves because this ENTIRE post contains (Without ALL titles & dates & this sentence) :

- 337 words,

- 1372 characters excl spacing,

- 10 paragraphs, and

- 31 lines.

HAHAHAHAH :D Tell me if you do! Because I'd LOVE you aplenty. (:

2009-04-12T13:45:00.004+08:00

Emotional.

Current Mood: ACTIVE! :D
Currently listening t: da zhang fu - jolin

HELLO :D

I've got pigs as family ! My mom, ahgu & ahma are STILL sleeping ! It's alr 1.47 in th afternoon !! Gosh gosh.

Went ahkai's house yest, mahjongd. Surprisingly never lose. Won 10cents somemore. HAHAHA ! But i didn't take th $ (:

Dinner-ed at botakjones yishun de. Ate beefsteak as usual. Yumyummm~ :DD. OH! i like cheese potato oh ~ But it's like t huge nd i can't finish it ):

Did a 17X bpm (think it's 172) cfm yest ! :DDDDDDDDD HEHEHEEE ! Was happy t th max really :D And when i played today, i can't even manage a 13X cfm . Inconsistency ~ :x

I'm waiting fr ahkai t reach my house ~ He's taking so so so long &i miss him hen duozzxzx. Just texted him and he's only about t reach yishun inter. Which means it's gonna take him at least another 20 min !? AHHH ~

I think i needa have a better emotions management. Can't let my feelings get th better outta me. Cause it sucks. Shall not let small things bother me and me shall try t control my temper as much as me can ! :) I wanna be a better girlf ~

2009-04-10T22:11:00.007+08:00

Always.

Current Mood: HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY .
Currently listning t: Ni shuo wo shuo - By2 ~

Think i'm really becoming a monster. Feeling hungry almost all th time.

Since i'm blogging on my desktop, shall blog bout Audi again! :}

1.2m on Bemyluvaaaa.

x8 on ThBlackCat.

1m on i-dnno-what-song-this-is. Definitely not a chaining song though.

Near 1m scores ~ Entreat & elec bossa. Weird songs i know. :x

As you can see i've joind a fam :D But i feel weird being in one cus i feel so restricted. Even though no rules said that i can't curse &hurl vulgarities at another, i still feel bad if i do that when being in a fam. :/ Prolly quitting soon. :x

-

Went thomson plaza with mom, ahgu & ahma just now (: Spent $150plus at ntuc. HAHA ~ Monster spenders lor them ~ Ntuc also can spend so much . :x

OHHH! Sorry baby i didn't go find you as i promised T.T tml sure go okayyy !

I've been eating real quickly again these days. And feeling hungry every now & thn. What's wrong with meeee ): Hate stomachaches. ):

2009-04-08T14:12:00.007+08:00

All smiles.

April 7th, Tuesday
Expenditure:
- Cotton On : $25
- Liquid Eyeliner : $26
- Gel Eyeliner : $22
& There's still more BUT i really can't rmb le =x
I spent over $100 though x.x Say bye t vaio ~

Met wn at cp bus stop~ She collectd her lens. Th shopowner biased! He everytime give her free gifts :(

Went amk after ~ Ate beefsteak fr lunch :) I think my monster appetite is back! I've been eating like a real pig these days. :(

See see my yummy lunch :D

Later chenlu came ovr t find us while i'm eating :) Accompanied th 2 shits t cut hair~ And they both got NOOB HEADS now :D

Was telling wn that she can safely take 55cents trip now! (if you get what i mean :D)

OHH I bought a super nice liquid eyeliner~ It's awesome t th max, just that my hands keep shaking when i apply eyeliner and that's so NOT cool. I nearly stuck th entire tip into my eye! Scared th fuck outta me seriously..

Walked, ate, talked, laughed, bitched, loved, homed ~

Shared cab w weini from yishun mrt again ~ :D HEHE :)

April 8th, Wednesday
Was supposed t go prawning with wn, xm and dear in th late afternoon. But quarrelled with baby in th morning over some lanjiao things. Not worth mentioning~ I'm glad we're fine th second we saw each other.

Cabbed t mrt t meet baby - $3.20.
Cabbed home - $4.00

STUPID UNCLE. He go drive 1 big round -____- Waste my 80cents bodoh! ):

Caught LOVE at amk hub~ (Went hub 2 consecutive days, very gay sia.)

Ruan Jingtian, Lan Zhenglong, Li Quan, Xiaoma & Wangzi = SHUAI T TH MAXXXXXXX.
I was telling baby how shuai they were but he didn't care bout me. :x

Out of th 4 stories, i liked th first one only. It moved me t tears -.- Think i was th only retard who dropped tears in th theatre. But it was really touching.. Th last one was stupid though, I don't understand why they act such things~ x__x

Anyw, baby was acting stupid again cus he woke up @ 6.30am & he got not enough sleep. He spouted nonsense @ times and behaved like small kid. HAHA! :D But i'm super glad we're fine. BABYYY I HATE IT WHEN WE QUARREL OKAY. No more quarrels & tears please!

~~我一直都记得那些你曾对我说过的话。。~~

2009-04-06T19:57:00.006+08:00

Yummy.

Current Mood: Energetic! :)
Currently Listening To: Qi shi hen ai ni - Zhang Shao Han

April 3, Friday
Stayed over @ baby's place :) uhhmmm. i think i've short term memory cus i can't remember at all what happened. :x all i can rmb is that baby came fetch me and we cabbed t his place~

Dota > me!!!! :(

Baby don't look nice with specs~

OHH. I rmbd we were supposed t sleep @ 10pm! thn we ended up slping ard 12plus bcus he DOTAAAAA. =.=

April 4th, Saturday

Mahjong-ed with k, k's youngest bro and k's mom. Lost $7~ K 1 person win 3 ppl. :(

Mom were mahjong-ing too @ home, with xiaoyi, yima & ahma. She lost $318! (1 lose 3) One of e very few times hearing her lose, somemore SO MUCH! x__x They played from 4pm to 4am, zai right these few old people.

At night went clementi with his family and his dad's bro. I don't like th atmosphere though, sarcastic t th max. :(

Baby claims tht he looks good in that pic :o YOU CAN SEE MY TEETH HAHA!! :X :X

Awww, we were wearing couple shirt. :) So sweet right! I know you're jealous, but it's okay. HEHEHEE :D
I felt many pairs of eyes looking at us; we were like aliens of e night. =/

April 5th, Sunday
I suspect baby nt only hugged me to sleep, but punched my face at night too! My nose hurt like dunno what when i woke up :( BABY AH~~~ :x

Baby's dad sent me home ~ Thn they went his ahma's house. AWW~ I miss his biao mei Calista, th very cute lil girl~

Family mahjong-ed again, mom won back $60plus :D HEHEHE~~

April 6th, Monday
Stayd home today! :) Enjoying the last few days of my holidays ~ oMFG, i still have t go get heels :( And like a few more tops ~ Heels heels heels ~ T.T

Babyboyyy i love youuuu oh~ Hope tht can stay @ your house again soon!
LOVEEEEELOVEES! :)

2009-04-03T13:16:00.006+08:00

Fucking cheebye nightmares.

Current Mood: Shagged to th max.
Currently Listening to: Fall.

Fcuking nightmares man!

1) Dreamt that i fought (not quarrel, but really fight) with _______ (a girl surprisingly, but not wn. ask me personally if you wish t know.)

2) Dreamt that my grandpa passed away. Fucking cried like a madwoman in th dream and when i woke up, realised i was crying too. Pillow was kinda wet as well -'- LCBDREAMS, stop coming t me.

At least i'm meeting baby later and that SHLD make things better. (:
Will update on sunday or monday again with pics.

Mommy just popped me this cute question on msn. Lol.

Since you alr dn't care, why should i?

2009-04-02T14:36:00.013+08:00

Pink.

Went out with babybaby on tuesday. (:

We went t have pepperlunch. So long since i last ate that. Then we went over t novena. But babybaby's very tired. He kept yawning ! PIG AHHH ! So we walked around fr like 30min and went home. (:

Yayyy i'm going t his house this weekend t stay ! So long nvr stay alr. Miss his bed. :x

Thn i had this fr supper last night ! Th pic's deceiving man. Th white carrot cake was like RED ? -.- And i drank like 2 glasses of water lor. WLAO. His chilli cheap also no need like that one right ):

Felt bored that day so i did this to my toys. i love this them oh :D They sleep with me every night ! :x HAHAHA. I cn't wait t meet baby again tmr.

SCHOOL'S STARTING IN LIKE 18DAYS ! Excited yet reluctant ):
Hope there's a shuffle in th new classes PLEASE ! I want same class with EdwinHPY ): HAHAHAHA !

And some of my recent audi pics (: Not veli pro. but at least got improvment from before. (L)

BMY 1.2mil~ Was slacking, cause, as you can seee. Th 2nd place was like so far away. =x

Nthg but a dream, near 1mil ): Was damn stressed cause th 2nd place very pro -.-

Ahdu's cha yi dian. 1.07mil :D Came as a surprise. Chained alot during lvl 10 & 11 (:

This one very long ago. Not sure if i posted before anot..

Think posted this before. 2v3 but won. (:

This si ren hacker that didn't dc surprisingly. :o :o :o

I miss you dear ~

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现..

2009-03-31T00:09:00.004+08:00

如果有一天，你的生命中不再有我，一定不可以记得我的存在，我的痕迹，因为我害怕你会失落，会难过，会想我，这一切不是因为你喜欢我，爱我，而是习惯了我每天的电话，每天的留言，我的胡搅蛮缠，我对你的依赖。

如果有一天，你的短信收件箱里，不再有人撒娇的说你讨厌说你坏，不再有人在做错事情之后悔恨不已的责备自己不对，不再有人时而温顺的对你言听计从，又突然大呼小喝的对你乱发脾气。你失去了这样的一个我，会失落吗？

虽然我是一个喜欢嫉妒，脾气很大，霸道，更加不能容忍我喜欢的人爱着别人的人。但是我依然希望你过的比我好，希望看到你幸福的过着每一天。

我不该让你生活中，生命里，有我的存在，我该做一个默默守候你的爱人，默默承担一切，偷偷等你，想你的人。可是我把一切一切都表现了出来，你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了，可是我却离开了。

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从小，我很好奇，为什么自己身边总是没有个爸爸？为什么自己和朋友不同？每次妈妈带我出门时，我都会很羡慕那些和我同年龄的孩子。。‘家’对他们而言，是爸爸，妈妈，和自己。但对我来说，‘家’从未有过爸爸的那一份。很想要有爸爸的唠叨，爸爸的呵护，爸爸无条件为我付出的爱，但我想，这一生里，这个小小的心愿却是很难达成的吧？偶尔心真的会感到很痛。。在他心里，有我的存在吗？

我还记得有一次，他买了午餐给我，我却是又惊又喜。虽然只是一顿很简单的午餐，就一包饭，那一餐对我来说，很难的。。他甚至记得我最喜欢喝的饮料！我边吃边流泪，那感觉，你懂吗？虽然我还是独自地吃那一餐，但是，很开心。他也说过，下一次有空的话，一定会再买东西给我吃。那。。应该是3年前的事吧？我也不晓得。。好久好久啊。

好像对他说，爸我好想你。。没机会，也说不出口。

2009-03-29T19:32:00.003+08:00

A song that cries out aloud.

Sorry EDWIN similar friend !
I'm like GUILTY t the MAX ~ But you won't guai me right ! :DD

OHHHMYTIAN ~ I keep thinking bout that scene , and IM GUILTY ~
DAMN DAMN DAMN !

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Darling came over t my house today ~ But he left super early ): Baby kept asking me t go his house stay bcus i super long nevr go alr . I super miss sleeping in his bed ! YAY I'm looking forward t this weekend .

I WANT MY EYELASH GLUE SO BADLY ):

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye..

..But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams ~

2009-03-28T09:52:00.009+08:00

Switched.

Current Mood: Sleepy & easily irritated .
Currently listening to: So what - Zhou ding wei .
Total expenditure ~
- 7-eleven : $3
- Lunch : $9
- Guardian : $6.05
- Sinma : $2.90
- Eyebrow thingy : $40
- Earring : $11.90
- Candies : $3.90
- Dinner : $6.50
- Cab : $2.20
(There's def somemore but I can't rmb T.T)

I think my phone's lightings very weird at places that's very bright . ): Me duno how t set worhzxz ! ): ):

Chicken neapolitan pastaaa from pizzahut (L) With hen duo hen duo cheese added after pict taken :D ~

This one veli nice . We ate before , but we ate it again . :X HAHAHAHA :D

Our star rings ! -insert loves-

My phone camela really veli extreme :x
Bright places = SUPER bright pictures ,
Dark places = CANNOT even see shit pictures . =[[

TADA ! We went here :D Clarke quay huh baby :x HAHAHAHA :x (I laughd when posting this sentence :x SORRY BITCH :D)

Shared cab with weini home from northpoint at night . Was around $3plus when reach her house . Thn th cb uncle go take a longer route t my house when apparently , he could go straight . But he turned and turned and turned -.- ROAR ~

I must go buy a new eyelash glue cause my current one stinks like some rotten banana ! It costs $6 man , I got it online . FUCK D:

I think my cheeks are fat balls . :X

LOL i laughed again at my own sentence . Now I understand that lack of sleep = madness -___-

BYEEEE for now but I might be editing this post though ! :D

I'M A MONSTER EATER D:

I miss you , serious ):

2009-03-26T18:15:00.007+08:00

Because YOU matter..

Currently Feeling: SUPER FULL ~
Currently Watching: Liguligulefantian ~

I think I'm being a very good girl today because I had all my meals~

Breakfast : Nonya zang
Lunch : Meesua with egg
Dinner : Heipo (Crayfish) plus wanton soup plus rice !

I'm so healthy I know ! :D And, I'm refraining from SOFT DRINKS & CHOCOLATES . It's th second day alr (: And it will last at least fr 14 days I promise !

But th crayfish is making my tongue itch like hell. Did I mention this before ? I'm semi-allergic t most seafoods. Prawns, crabs, crayfish, sotongs (I only eat calamari rings fyi), will get my tongue super itchy after ):

My ahgu is going downstairs t buy coke . I HOPE I WILL BE ABLE T RESIST TH BLACK COLOURED SUPER YUMMYLICIOUS WATER x______x;;;

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EDIT :
I think my appetite's back . I ate like 10 pcs of ham after dinner, and 1 packet of potato chips & 1 packet of longan red date tea. HAHAHAHAHA I'M A MONSTER EATER D:

Huo qi is uber big now because I just read a fucker's blog. I CURSE YOU, bitch.

2009-03-24T17:05:00.007+08:00

People come and go.

Current Mood: Moodless~
Currently Listening to: Wo zhi neng ai ni.

Rented 'pi li mit' just now, even though it's showing on chnl 56. =.=
I wantd to go watch 'she diao' on youtube but I couldn't find it. So rented pi li (:
So I'm gnna go watch. After that thn continue my er zuo ju 2 wen.

Always remember that there are different chapters in life whereby there are different main characters too.

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EDIT.
Went out with baby yesterday. And bcus he not enough sleep, he kept laughing & doing stupid things luh -.- Stupid actions and stupid stupid STUPID BABY !

He laughed at th penguin joke like hell.

Me : Dear i ask you. Why penguin cannot fly ?
Him : PENGUIN CANNOT FLY ? *LAUGHHHHHHHHHS*
Me : Faster lah guess !
Him : *LAUGHS*
Me : You dunno right ? Becus they no money buy air ticket ~
Him : *Laughs uncontrollably*

I don't find it funny whn my friend told me that joke lah :x But I ended laughing like mad too, bcus of baby !

Last night, went to bed @ 11pm. Couldn't sleep.. Called baby and he accompanied me till 12 :D But after tht i STILL couldn't sleep. Slept around 1am ): SHAGGGGGED!

~~And, I can't pass my side account's lvl10 lic in audi. -'- I rmbr last time I got stucked there for awhile too..~~ I PASSED MY LIC (L)

2009-03-23T17:06:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: Fulllllll.
Currently Watching: Er zuo ju 2 wen.

Played wahjong with laokai, jj, and edwin just now. :D
Edwin kept feeding me lah HAHAHA!

E: You want eat?
M: Yahhh I want the wan zi.
E: *Throws e correct wan zi*
M: *Eats* & the suo zi also.
E: *Throws e correct suo zi*
M: *Eats* ONE MORE!!
E: *Throws AGAIN*

OMG :D So sync lah! We were saying that they sure huai yi that we were cheating. BUT WE WEREN'T LOR..

Ai sha is like so cute in th show. I'm watching from episode one! :D HEHE. Imma go watch already. BYEEE. :D

2009-03-21T22:52:00.008+08:00

Current Mood: Pissed. Or rather, moodless.
Currently Watching: Wo cai.

Thursday.. Met babytan @ northpoint! :) And i think we combed e entire plaza :D. Every shops. HAHAHA.

Yoshinoya's new bowl. Created by Tan. :x

BANANAAAA SPLIT. Weini don't let me eat. Bcus i stomachache :( But I still did, anyway. :D

Saturdayyyy..
Went fr my dental appointment in th afternoon. Was really nervous and scared shit before, but I nearly slept in th clinic cus it was super comfortable. :DDDDDDD I LIKE E DENTIST. He veli gentle you see. :D For a person like me, who was scarred in th heart/mind/brain by th primary school dentist, to find one that's acceptable for me, it's tough. Really.

Also bought this top today! :D I like it alot lah. I don't care if you find it fugly, or what. Becus I LOVE IT, and I AM th one who's gonna WEAR it.

Th sky was PINK at 7-ish just now! Super pretty right~ Whereas it was DARK at Weini's & Edwin's sides. NANINANIPOOPOOOPOOOOOOO! HAHHAHA.!

Oh. I realised that I'm such a useless person when it comes to having problems. All I'm good at is to run away. Instead of facing it, I choose to escape from it. In everything I do, since young, till today, I feel that I'm really a failure when I meet with problems. I only know how to push things away from me, instead of cherishing. To hide, to find excuses when apparently, I knew that if the problem gets solved, things would take a turn fr th better. But no, I always choose to R-U-N-A-W-A-Y. Not referring to any particular cases here, but just a random thought in th middle of th night. Sucks. Sucks. Sucks. No one's gonna save me from this pool of thoughts. I. Live. For. Myself. Sorry if my running away is being a hindrance to you. Everyone has the rights to run away. Even you, the one who's reading this, do. (:

2009-03-20T11:37:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: Sleeeeeeeeepy.. Zzz..
Currently Listening to: I wanted you.
Expenditure:
- Umeya : $2
- Swensens : $17
- Popular : $10.85
- Yoshinoya : $10

FIRST THING: I want complain lor. That day i helped my ahgu buy ham, $18 but he only paid me $10 :x AND HE REFUSE T PAY MEEEE TH REMAINDERRRRR cause I also got eat mah! WLAO LORRR. Thn I helped mama buy drinks, she ALSO didn't pay me. So means $8 + $7.. $15 LEH DAMN!!!!.

SECOND THING: Aiya. So I went buy e wood wood thing. But I realised that I dnno how to fix. So YEAHHH~~~ ROT AH ROTTTT.

THIRD THING: MY CLASS FOR YEAR TWO SUCKS? I've like different classes everyday - E66N, E46Q, E56E, E26D, E46Q. And like what many ppl said, I think I'll go t th wrong classes everyday. LOL :D And, be prepared t hear me complain bout th class thing everyday. :DDDDDD HAHAHAHA.

FOURTH THING: My boyf's addictd t driving and he's going lala over his driving lessons. And he keeps telling me tht th instructors praised him, but I don't believe. SAD CASE AH KAIKAI.

Ccb. My stomach STILL don't want t recover. Zzz. Hen tong leh you know.. ): I know you don't know. So it's alright. :x I'm so not going out today. ):
Please stop asking me t go see doctor, bcus I don't want to.

穿越红尘的悲欢惆怅
和你贴心的流浪

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EDIT:D

Th start of a BIGGGG project. :D

Th proceeessss~ Slow, tough, tired, boring! x___x
I bet you don't know what isit :D.

The chairs..

TADA. My ferris wheel!

All by MYSELF, in one hour's time. (:

I AM HAPPY.

2009-03-18T20:49:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: Stomach Pain ):
Currently Watching: Bao gan bing guo wang ~

Pretty Wawa (L) I love her love her love her t th max. Taught her math yesterday. Proper/improper fractions, mixed number, addition/subtraction of fractions. Nearly died in th process though.

She's exactly like me when I'm young. No confidence (don't want others t look at me when I'm working on th sums), do math sums by memorizing th steps, pretnding t understand when I don't. :x

OHHH~~ I still love my icecream shirt alot! :D.

Happy 9 monthsary laokai~ I woke up @ 9 today and went t meet him for movie (yupp, movie @ 11am) -.-. Caught kungfu chefs (outdated~~~) and vaness is really NOT-handsome!!! -.- Only his body hot nia lor. That's all.

And my stomach decided t screw up today again. ): Lucky baby applied oil for me & his mom made suan mei water fr me. Had a sleep and was fine after that~ :D Hope no more stomach pain fr me anymore okay please.. ):

And i'm missing you already.
So so badly, I wish you were here with me, but you aren't.

2009-03-16T22:12:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: BIG HUO QI.
Currently Watching: Yi qie wan mei 2.

1) Ahma kick chair kick dustbin, wash plates wash until like wnna fight. -.-
2) Mother accusing me of eating in th room (which i did, BUT NOT ONLY I ATE IN TH DAMN ROOM) that attracted ants. -.-
3) Stupid bikes downstairs that kept zua-ing engines. -.- KPKB T TH MAX. -..-
4) Nuffnang just announced that th results of not so secret lives ending will be delayed. From Tues t Fri. -.-

I'm craving fr Jacks' Place nowwww! I want eat th potato with mayo & bacon. x__x.

And. I'm feeling EXTREMELY bored now. With an EXTREMELY, UNUSUALLY, pissed off self.

EDIT.
5) MSN decided t screw up.
6) Installer for new MSN taking years to complete.
7) Ahma off-ed tv when I'm watching bcus she wanna sleep.

KANINA. I CAN SERIOUSLY SWALLOW 10 ELEPHANTS ALIVE NOW. NO DOUBTS BOUT THAT. FUCK EVERY LIVING THING MANNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NINABEY.

2009-03-15T23:21:00.005+08:00

Current Mood: Heart feeling v cold. (Isit a mood? Idc anyw.)
Currently Watching: Tian cai chong chong chong.

So.. My cake arrived at 1plus (:

Ohh. Butterscotch & mint as promised. :D

On its own, both are my fave flavours (or at least MINT is). But when mixed/combined/together, they taste like PUKE (I haven't tasted vomit before but I suppose this is how it tastes like :x)

Cut cake in th evening (:

Take one : Not looking. Nevermind.

Take two : Hand move dunno for what.

Take three : ~~LaoK~~(After much observation i realised it's my AHMA) appeared in th backgrd -.-

So i decided t forget about taking a picture -.-.

A 独家 picture of me in specs. I know I haven't posted sucha picture fr a nong nong time already worhzxzx :D

(Edit : I lookd @ th picture and I realised wawa [ 2nd from left ] is very very chio~ And i really love her ALOT :D)

Aiya. And I made my buyer came all th way t my bus stop again today and she was quite pekcek. And it was quite obvious that she was. x___x Really lazy t meet buyers this few days.

Just wanna stay at home & ________________________. And I'd be contented le. :DDDD.

I'm blogging this because of request hor. Not cause i want blog content-less posts HORRR!!! Kay i go watch my tv liao lah BYEEE.

2009-03-14T20:45:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: Hungry/Happy.
Currently Watching: She diao ying xiong zhuan.

Seee th visitors fr my personal blog. From France somemore.

For my blogshop lagi powderful lor!
Argentina, US and Germany somemore. HAHA! LI HAI RIGHT. But they won't be able t buy from me either. ):

I'm feeling super hungry now. Only had maggiemee (half a bowl?) in th afternoon, and and anddd a small bowl of lontong (curry vegetables) at bout 6plus, as dinner. ):

My mother bought yu pian mi fen for me!! My jiu ming en ren (L). I'ma go eat now. BYEBYE! Will blog more tomorrow :D

1) Push - 113min
2) Kungfu Chefs - 92min
3) He's just not that into you - 129min

2009-03-13T11:44:00.005+08:00

Currently Listening: Xin fu he zuo she ~

I just realised Low Kay Hua, the known Singapore write, is a male. LAUGHSS AT MYSELF MAN. HAHAHA.

OKAY so today.
Angielee woke up at 8am. ): Her room was SUPER bright! Judge for yourselves (LOOK @ TH WINDOW MAN. Th sun was literally IN HER ROOM.)

So.. Angielee decided t move t her ahgu's room which was 200% darker than hers! :)

I didn't edit th brightness, contrast nor anything of th pics. LOOK @ TH DIFFERENCE LORRR!

After tossing & turning for 30min, she decided she couldn't sleep anymore! And she slackd on th bed ~ And at 9am, she moved t th bathroom~ Fr a sweet 45min shower. :D

An array of shampoos, conditioners, mosturizers, shower gel, shower foam, and tonic for th hair. :D

Out of ALL th big and small bottles there on th step, this IS her favourite brand! HOYU ColorCare! (L) Smells so gr8 and conditioner really.. BEST T TH MAX. :)

And then she decided t go play Neopets :)
She tried th labray again! (That's wht she'll do everyday on Neo, because she wants her baby poogle back.)

BUT UNFORTUNATELY,

Her BABY PTERI (which is an egg)

Transformed into a WHITEEEEEEEE Pteri! (WHICH IS AN UGLY BIRD!)

For now, the only thing she hopes for is that th lab ray will change th species of her pet. Because she hates th looks of a Pteri. Serious.

Or if someone could get her a Pea Chia,

She'd be happy t th max. :)

And she has t go earn Neopoints t get herself a Baby Paintbrush. You might wanna donate one t her :x Her username is secrettall! <3 HAHAHA. Thankyouverymuch~

&I wonder if you're missing me or not..

2009-03-11T23:36:00.006+08:00

Current Mood: Sleepy.
Currently WATCHINGGGG: Shi san bian (I WATCHD BEFORE ALR LOR..)

FIRST... Show you all my boyfriend's disgusting BACK.

ER XIN RIGHT.

Serves you right for going tanning D: Serves you right for going sentosa HURRR.

ANYWAY..
I AM FEELING SO SLEEPY RIGHT NOW. D:

I just wanna say, weini is being a san ba on msn right now. :D

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Adding on to yesterday's blog. Cause I was simply t shagged t think of th contents last night. HAHAHA.

Firstly, I've came up with MY not so secret lives ending! Go read! And you can drop me a comment via email to happy-swirl@hotmail.com (: Positive, negative, or whatever i don't care. (:

Secondly, I watched Marley & Me yesterday with baby. I know I'm slow, but cause I'm busy what. ): Cried like an idiot like many others in th theatre did. :x AWWW. It's sad you know. Lucky I don't have a real dog >.< I can't imagine if it's sick or if it passes away ): I think I'll die crying. x__x I wonder how ppl manage not t cry while watching th movie lor (looks @ weini & laok)!!

Thirdly, I've been going out everyday this whole week!
Monday - Yewtee with baby, Tuesday - Weini, Wednesday - Movie with baby.. TODAY I'm gonna go amk with baby! ANDDD it's so tiring. I just feel like staying home for ONE DAY ): -emo-

Forthly, I'm looking for a song which I don't know th title nor lyrics. It's a hokkien song ): DAMNNN. I can't find it. -emos-

Fifth-ly, my star rings just arrived but th crystals macam all dropping off, though they're not dropping off. ): Wanted t give t one each BFFs but I doubt I'm giving alr, cause it's not in a perfect condi ): -emos again-

LASTLY, my ahma's being a real bitch every night. Really. -.- -EMOSSSS AGAINNN-

imy.

2009-03-08T20:36:00.009+08:00

Current Mood: Relaxed.
Currently Watching: She diao ying xiong zhuan.

Weini came my house with her mayonnaise on friday.
Her mayonnaise was wrapped with newspapers & 2 layers of plastic bags. LOL.

CAMWHOREEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

MY dog & my bear :D

She want steal my babys. :D

I know I very erxin, macam never wear pants. BUT I GOT.. -_-

My feeeeeeeet & a cocked up face.

BabyTAN (L)

AND we made sushi with her MAYONNAISE.. Weini got mayo disease :( AWWW.

MINE.. It was actually v nice. but that bitch go spoil it. NABEY YOU D:

HERS.. ugly shit :D

Argued with BabyTAY but were fine after I went meet him. Thn we went SBW Park there again w his family. Wantd t take pictures with huqi, yongann & kaikai but it was t dark @ th playgrd..

Tada. (:
Th endddd of post.
I'm gnna go continue watching my show. Later got xin guang da dao 4. HAHHAA kang zhen ting very chioooo & fang you xin i love. :)

给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔一直给的关心. <3

Thanks fr always being there for me and always understanding me, fr being there t share my unhappiness. &thanks fr always accompanying me.. <3
No words can describe th feelings I've for you luhhhhh. (:

2009-03-06T12:40:00.005+08:00

Current Mood: Salivating (over th sammul chun or wadever hes called).
Currently Watching: Lv Zheng Xin Ren Wang 2 :D

HELLO :D
I'm watching th lv zheng xin ren wang 2 now lah. Very handsome leh leh leh th guy! :D :D But I dunno their names :(

Anyway. Th show very nice really lah your should go watch lah. Th couples so sweet (L) (L) (L) HEHEHEHE.

I want a sweetsweet love too!

(There's only 20 episodes, and today's th last.)

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I'm going t watch so many shows!
Xin xing de lei guang, wu di san bao mei, AND PI LI MIT!! :D

2009-03-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: Shagged.
Currently Watching: 就要酱玩~

I'm so surprised I actually forgot t take pictures today. Got a shock when I was about t transfer pictures t my phone.

Anyw, I went Yishun Int with babyboy today t pass things t buyers. (: And we walked around Northpoint, and commentd about various people & couples :D AND we went Coldstorage, baby put a ____ in th basket. DAMN IT LAH B.

Anyway, I've got a $80odd order t complete by Sund, hopefully by Sat can do finish though. And another order from Lydia's friend. (:

I love you, for who you are. I love love love love you. I won't change; trust me can?

Mom's birthday is coming soon! I've alr gotten ready one of her presents. And we're gonna give her a belated celebration. I hope she won't be sad ): BUT i'm planning a SURPRISEEE for my dearest mummy! (:

Why do people wanna FORCE things t happen? People don't wanna hang with you means don't want lah. Always at there step yi ge korlian. Go reflect on yourself before trying t seek attention from your friends that they don't wanna go out with you or what. Think about why that happened on you and not any of th others in th clique lah. Stop blaming them, even though I don't belong in that clique, I just find them pitiful -.- AND, I don't mean anything by writing this. In any case if YOU assume that this post is about YOU, I'm telling you, it's not. :D

2009-03-05T10:46:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: Happy!
Current Song: Zui xing fu de shi - Liang Wen Yin.

Th reason why I'm feeling happy is because..

I've FINALLY came up with my perfect ending for THIS contest! (click click)! And I'm really satisfied with what I've wrote so far (: Not planning to publish or submit it YET, because the ending of th ending (LOL) is not really done well.

Everyone's endings are like so perfect and happy, but mine isn't leh. I wonder if it'll be accepted not? Mine's like super pathetic and depressing and. ZOMG D: sadness.

Hmmm. I'm gng out w LKK later, t Tamp. Meet ppl t take Mom's present which i ordered for her (: . GAHHH, mafan si le ):

Anyw, i still need $800 t my Vaio. Anyone, donations please? Transfer t POSB Savings 057-74339-5 okay? HAHAHAHA (I'm just kidding, don't stupid stupid go transfer.)

I feel like eating Swensen's, how? ):

2009-03-04T12:05:00.015+08:00

My Not So Secret Lives ending

JESSE'S.

1 MAR 2009
Well. I accompanied Ellie to the doctor's again today for her HIV test.

AND to my horror, she wasn't spared from this horrible, incurable disease. It was really terrible. She couldn't stop crying. Neither could I. Actually..

It's not because of her condition that I'm crying for. (I'm not being selfish or heartless or whatever you say, but..)

Remember the night when I went clubbing with Ellie? And she got drunk? Yup. She actually injured herself and I was the one who cleaned her wounds and I was the one also, to apply a plaster on that wound. Which means. I. Had. Contact. With. Her. Blood. YES. Contaminated blood.

I can't help but to be selfish now. IT'S AN INCURABLE DISEASE! I decided to have a test as well. And so I did...

I really hated her then, I really did. I could understand how Cameron had felt that day during dinner. The reason behind that stare he gave her then.

Me: It's time you come clean with me, Ellie. I've had enough. You might be my best friend, but there're SO MUCH THINGS you're hiding from me!
E: ...
Me: Why did you have sex with your EX when you are with CAMERON? WHY DID YOU TWO TIME HIM? (Yes, I was apparently screaming at her.)
E: I.. Cameron.. He's a nice guy. But I miss my ex. I really did. No one can ever replace him! He called me up the other day, I went up to his house and. That's how everything happened..

And the nurse called, "Jesse".

...
...
...

I WAS HIV POSITIVE TOO. I swear I couldv'e torn her up into pieces. Just because I cared for her, just because we're BEST FRIENDS. I ran out of the clinic. I went home. I couldn't face Eleanor anymore. I called Trey up and told him everything; he's the only one I could trust and talk to, at least for now.

I've decided to give up the best ever friendship I've ever had - The one with Ellie. I haven't contacted her since the day at the clinic; it was a month ago already. Trey accepted me for who I am, but that doesn't mean I've to patch things up with Ellie. She was the one who caused everything to happen!!!

11 MAR 2009
Hi guys.

I think I'm proud to say that Ellie is still my best friend. Surprised? During this 10-day period, I thought about it. Even though she was the one who caused me this horrible disease, I thought that it wasn't quite rational and sensible to give up a very, very good friend just because of that. I love Ellie for who she is, and not what illnesses she has, and vice versa.

(I know I'm being mushy again.)

You guys might be wondering, what about Trey and Cameron?

Ellie & I must have been the luckiest women living, because these 2 men; they were there for us throughout the entire episode.. (Besides C avoiding E during that difficult period.) Lucky for Ellie, her closest ones stood by her despite her getting AIDS.

I just wanna say that, using a condom during intercourse might be the most common thing nowadays, abstaining from sex is still the best way to prevent AIDS!

Get involved with Jesse and Trey today @ www.notsosecretlives.com!

2009-03-02T12:50:00.006+08:00

Current Mood: Weird.
Currently Watching: Lv zhen xin ren wang 2.

I'm waiting for 2.30pm when i'll go out and meet LKK, LNN & LMM. We're gonna go prawning! :D Yayyyy there'll be pics uploaded again tonight!

I'm gonna change my blog url soon. But still under Blogger. :x

LOVES~ Wait for my update tonight yo~

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Current Mood: Bored.
Currently Watching: Lv zhen xin ren wang 2.

HAPPY 5 MONTHS AH REDDDAPPLEEEE! Lovelove! :D

So we went fishing as promised (: Near Bishan thereeee. Veh fun sia! HAHAHA.
Although in th beginning we had no luck. But LMM & me caught th first prawns for our own 'teams' HAHA :D

I can't help but t laugh at LKK, because he was holding th rod for like 30min but got nothing. HAHAHA. BENKAIKAI :x

OOO. We caught ten prawns :x 9 by me, 1 by LKK :D Baby kept saying i very smart. HAHAHAHA of course lah who am i sia. :X:X

"OUCH OUCH very pain!! very hot!!" :X
Prawns.. not v well barbecued BUT. still can taste e very very fresh- freshness. :)

My baby! Loveloveeee. (:

Weini's & Angie's. (They look like couple right. Don't beat me ah LMM & LKK, is weini say one.)

Babybaby (:

Weini& me camwhored while waiting for th guys t finish barbecuing :)

OH~~ I'm so sorry i was a fan tong yesterday when poking th prawns and barbecuing th prawns i'm like a stupid idiot D: HAHAHAHA.

Yay~ I was really happy yesterday. :)